eNdIng..

End of the road..

I've seen ppl come and go..

Seen the ups and downs..

Seen the ins and outs..

What's left for this puppie..

A final burst..

A dash to the finishing line..

End of the road..

wOrK..

Back to sg..

Back to reality..

Work work.. *grunt*

pErIoD..

BBP SuX..

wAvEs..

Never-ending waves..

bElIeVe..

Dun believe I can't do it..

fEaR..

The greatest enemy lies within..

lEfT n RiGhT..

Humans, of course, are not immune to asymmetry. If you are a typical example of Homo sapiens, your right ear is a little lower than your left and your right hand and foot a little bigger than the left ones. If you are a male, your right testicle is larger and heavier - yet hangs higher - than the left one; if you are female, your right ovary probably outsizes your left one.

Beyond these anatomical asymmetries lie the curious behavioural ones. When asked to turn around, women tend to move to the left, while men rotate to the right. Language is controlled by the left hemisphere of the human brain, while spatial and emotional behaviours emerge from the right hemisphere. As you are well aware, human beings tend to have a 'favourite' hand which they use preferentially both for heavy physical tasks and tasks which require great dexterity. This favoured hand is called upon for such disparate activities as throwing, writing, bowling, punching, and performing micro-surgery. While the existence of hand preferences is common knowledge, what is less widely known is that humans also exhibit 'eyedness', 'earedness', and 'footedness' - that is, we all tend to have a favourite eye, ear, and foot.

rOaD tO 39..

Fraught with dangers..

Laden with traps..

Low on resources..

Will he survive it all?

lEaRnInG..

"In spite of all the numerous failures, I've gained alot in the process. I learned a thousand ways how NOT to make a light bulb!"

~Albert Enstein

pRoCrAsTiNaTe..

pro·cras·ti·nate

1.to defer action; delay: to procrastinate until an opportunity is lost.

2.to put off till another day or time; defer; delay.

3.what i do best

tImE fOr NeW oUgIs..

WiLl..

The race is not to the swift, but to those who keep on running..

And miracles dun juz happen.. U have to believe..

iF..

If u talk, but no one listens, will u still talk?

If u do, but no one appreciates, will u still do?

Complicated.. I dun even know myself..

Does appearance really matter that much?

BUT

I won't give up..
I'll strive on..
I still have my goals..

Even if the journey is tough, even if my body breaks..
I'll make sure everyone else sees it..

What SLP is really made of..

AND

No matter how u feel, u're still part of it..

Student fined maximum $10,000 for smuggling in puppy

A STUDENT who smuggled in a puppy from Johor Baru was slapped with the maximum fine of $10,000 on Wednesday.

Liu Liangwu, 21, pleaded guilty on Monday to importing the two-month-old chihuahua from Malaysia without a licence on Dec 24 last year.

A Customs officer was checking a car, driven by Liu, when he felt something furry on opening a compartment under the driver's seat.

Liu admitted that it was a puppy he had bought from a pet shop in Johor Baru. He did not apply for a licence from the Director-General, Agri-Food and Veterinary Services.

Agri-Food and Veterinary Authority prosecutor Yap Teck Chuan asked the court for a deterrent sentence.

He said the Animals and Birds (Quarantine) Rules required any dog or cat imported from any country except Australia, New Zealand, United Kingdom and Ireland to be vaccinated against rabies and a subsequent 30-day quarantine.

This is to safeguard Singapore against diseases, especially rabies - a fatal viral disease which can be transmitted to humans or any warm-blooded animal through the bite of an infected animal - from spreading here.

'The risk of a rabies incursion is a serious concern as we are surrounded by infected countries. Singapore has been free from rabies since 1953,' he said.

Malaysia is not rabies-free and dogs imported from the country which have not undergone the required import procedures would pose a risk to the public here, he said.

Liu's lawyer, Mr Khoo Aik Yeow, said his client, an animal lover, bought the puppy for RM1,400 (about S$615) from an established pet shop in JB. The pet shop owner had assured him that the puppy was healthy, vaccinated and free from any diseases. Liu regretted the offence and promised not to do it in future.

District Judge May Mesenas said the case clearly called for a stiff sentence to reflect the seriousness of the offence.

She accepted the prosecutor's argument that there was a need to deter such offences from being committed, especially bringing in a dog which had not been vaccinated and subject to quarantine controls.

The puppy was seized. A locally bred chihuahua costs about $900 while an imported one from Australia can range from $1,000 to $2,000.

In 2001, a man who smuggled in four puppies was given three months' jail while another offender was given three weeks last year for importing a shih tzu from Malacca.

pLaNiNg..

To fill a bottle:

Sand or pebble first?

3 WoRdS..

3 words..

Life is good..

liTtLe PeRkS oF lIfE..

DuN wAn..

I aNgRy!

nOoO..

KiLl U aH..

WeSt SiDe StOrY...

tEaMwOrK..

eMoTiOnS..

How many of u have emotions?

How many of u understand ur emotions?

How many of u are in control of ur emotions?

How many of u knows the emotions that u invoked in others?

tAleS oF dEsTiNy...

oUgI..

sLaShEs..

fLaReS..

Sun

Weapon

Gymnastics

Soccer fans

Neo Bahamut

Bahamut ZERO

uNkNoWn..

mEaNiNg..

Eventful days..

Some insightful; some traumatic; others are juz funny..

All in the midst of a mountain of workload..

What is the meaning of all these?

A simple life, suddenly filled with the entrance of out-of-the-ordinary events..

Is everything suppose to happen for a reason?

pOsTeR..

"Hey did u see this?"

"Yup.."

" I can't believe what I'm reading!"

"Eh.."

"Is this legal?"

"Nope, it doesn't have a stamp of approval."

"This has to go."

Proceeds to tear down poster

"I may not know this girl, but this is another person's daughter!"

ShI kAi..

天生我才必有用..

天生我才必有用

自然界每一个小小的生命都有它自己的意义

虽然人类是高等动物，但无可否定，他／她也是自然界的一份子

相信自己天生的能力
相信自己后天的努力

迷惘的你
困惑的你

总有一天，会找到自己生存的意义

天生我才必有用

mOrBiD tHoUgHtS..

William Shakespeare, a famous person who died on e same day as his birthday..

Pretty cool huh? Betcha not many know about that..

What if the same thing happened to me?

Well it isn't that hard, from the easy availability of knives, screwdrivers, chainsaws, and not to forget the amount of high-rise buildings in sg.. Juz tt i juz missed my chance by a day, but what if..

1. How many ppl will act know abt it? Pretty reclusive these days..

2. How many ppl out of those who know will come for my wake? Not many since it's e busy period, n i dun think i'm tt close a fren to warrant such a visit..

3. How many of those who do come will be crying? Projected figures of less than 10 will cry for me, more should be crying for all the shit tt i left behind, including 3 projects, some debts, plus a routine..

Hmm..

3.1. I can't really help much in the projects due to my lack of listening in class as well as knowledge, so they'll prob be better off w/o me leeching off them

3.2. I'm easily replaced and subbed, n the wonders of e far east should be able to take their minds off me

4. My will, practically non-existent, but lets juz try to list some things out

4.1. Things of value: memories, friendships, not to forget love; well intangibles tt can't be passed on, so not much point in writing them down, will bring them along to my grave

4.2. Things with a price tag on them: none really belongs to me since i haven't really worked for my own pay, so theoretically everything belongs to my parents, oh well..

4.2.1. (I'll wear the shirt on my deathbed btw hehe..)

5. Will be a pretty dull affair in terms of colour since I dun have any offsprings at the moment hehe.. So there's no need to distinguish b/w generations..

6. Well my coffin should be pretty cheap considering my size, hmm, scrapped tt, I'll prob be cremated and poured into a regular-sized urn, with plenty of breathing room..

7. I'll prob hold an "alive" wake first, juz to let everyone know tt i'm dying, rather than juz have a wake where everyone comes n i can't even thank them for coming.. for more information, pls refer to "Tuesday with Morrie"

8. Published on this blog, a memorial in my name..

8.1. Done by myself..

9. Well the Earth will still continue rotating since my weight will be too insignificant to cause unbalance in nature

10. Hmm i'm thinking of wat else there is when a person dies.. Den i realise, nothing else will really be affected since life still goes on..

Oh well, kinda depressing how insignificant one can be to the whole universe..

To the world, u may be one person..
But to one person, you are the world..

oPtImIsM.. nO mOrE..

Delicious isn't it?

Everyone gets a share as well.. chomping.. devouring..

Ignorance of the little yelps..

A weary spirit..
A weary heart..

E journey.. is still long..

Wat's gonna be left..

Hope..

mUcH tO dO..

so much to do.. yet so little time..

sounds familiar? coz tt's life.. it's like a vacuum cleaner..

thumb still hurts.. yet there's still so much more to do..

thinking of you..
missing you..

EnUfF sAiD..

Enuff said.. Let the pics do e talking..

aFtErMaTh..

Reflect, not regret..

Upon the events that are over.. Coz no one can turn back the hands of time, nor step into the past and make any changes.. What's done is done, learn from the experience. Think about it often, not to feel sad about, but as a reminder to never do it again..

Coz it hurts.. It still does..

Life's full of regrets once you look back at it.. But the balance of nature always ensure a similar amount of images that will bring smiles back onto your face..

The little little things.. Juz dun seem enuff..

The many many thanks.. Can never be sufficient..

Thanks for listening..
And staying..
And enduring..
And scolding..
And cooking..
And encouraging..

Loves.

2:30

2 min 30 seconds..

Enuff time for a sales pitch..

A shower..

A bite..

Or even a quickie..

But wat abt this?

cHaMpIoNs!!!

The dream was true..

The prophecy.. the oracle sight..

Without a shadow of a doubt..

KLP was ready, n so were we..

We came, we saw, we conquered..

Double Royal Flush upon the ice-cream..

Everything's finally worth it..

The sweat, the blood, the shit, the tears..

My dearest team, a job well done..

Indescribable..

A-C-E-S ACES Let's go!

"I was built to be the best,
No. 1 and nothing less.."

tHe BiG mAtCh..

The hour draws near..

The warriors march in..

Believe.. Trust.. Faith..

KLP are u ready?

wIsH..

I sincerely wish and hope..

My thumb will stop throbbing..

My ankle will stop hurting..

And us..

To hold on to our beliefs, keep our faith..

Watch..

And learn..

How a Royal Flush will come down upon the ice cream..

sElF-cOnFiDeNcE!!

bElIeVe It!

wHeN yOu BeLiEvE..

Many nights we’ve prayed,
With no proof anyone could hear.
In our hearts a hopeful song,
We barely understood.

Now we are not afraid,
Although we know there’s much to fear.
We were moving mountains long,
Before we knew we could.

There can be miracles,
When you believe.
Though hope is frail,
It’s hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles,
You can achieve.
When you believe,
Some how you will.
You will when you believe.

Easy to despair,
When all you hear is fear and lies.
Easy just to run and hide,
To frightened to begin.

But if we dare to dare,
Don’t wait for answers from the sky.
Each of us can look inside,
And hear this song within.

They don’t always happen when, you ask.
And it’s easy to give in, to your fear.
But when you blinded by your faith,
Can’t see your way clear through the rain,
A small but still resilient voice;
Says hope is very near.
Ohhhhh.

There can be miracles,
When you believe.
Though hope is frail,
It's hard to kill.

Who knows what miracles,
You can achieve.
When you believe,
Some how you will. . .

How you will
You will when you believe.
You will when you believe.

lIfE mAdE sImPlE..

The three grand essentials of happiness are: Something to do, Someone to love, and Something to hope for..

To be without desires, is to be content. If you do not wish to have something, you are content with what you have. And it always seems to me that, the more we don't desire something, the greater the chance of getting it, and all the more exciting. To be without desire, is to be simple. If life is simple, then life is not complicated..

cArE..

No matter the time..

The distance..

The situation..

The circumstances..

Juz so u know..

I still care..

eXtReMe..

Nothing in extreme is good..

pAsT..

8 years back..

Different era, same situation.. Better in fact.. but why does this time feel so different?

More emotional.. more feelings involved..

A lack of appreciation? Recognition? The hierarchy of needs..

I'm not wat i'm used to be..

Prove it, i will..

nO mOrE..

I'm sorry..

Sorry for those who believed in me..
Sorry for the doubts tt i have..
Sorry for slacking off..
Sorry for being stupid..

Sorry..

人生最大...

人生...
最大的敌人是自己
最大的失败是自大
最大的无知是欺骗
最大的悲哀是嫉妒
最大的错误是自弃
最可佩服的是精进
最大的破产是绝望
最大的财富是健康
最大的债务是情债
最大的礼物是宽恕
最大的缺欠是碑志
最大的欣慰是布施
最可怜的心情是自卑
最大的罪过是自欺欺人

笑一笑没烦恼

一笑烦恼跑
二笑怒气消
三笑憾是也
四笑病魔逃
五笑永不老
六笑乐逍遥
时常开口笑
寿比南山高

SNR..

S - Gifted, talented.. Yet still motivated by the one goal he seek..

N - Playful, doesn't think much, but lots of potential, and believes in his ways..

R - Genius at working hard, someone who tries to eventually overtake the natural genius..

So which one are u?

cHaNgE..

Everything's changing.. Illusion, or reality?

Mindset.. Behavior.. Matters?

Affairs are tiring.. yet enriching at the same time.. and fruitful..

At wat expense?

Stick to ur beliefs.. follow ur heart..

Why be so serious with life? u're not gonna get out of it alive..

Come on, it's time for a really big dosage of the "smile" medicine..

And i mean, really big..

S iS fOr...

Sad

Sian

Sux

dOuBtS..

I guess.. it doesn't really matter to me as well..

Believe..

One day.. the pup will have his day..

sImPle.

All i wan.. is a simple life..

Where smiles are constantly on..

Where everyday is to be looked forward to..

Where the only tears.. are tears of joy and happiness..

Cast away the worries.. cast away the fears..

Coz u're dun have to bear the burden of it all..

Share it.. Dun keep it in..

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Let's juz keep things simple..

ThRoBiNg..

Throbbing..

Throbbing..

Thumb..

S iS fOr..

shy

stupid

super

sonic

shag

shen

slack

anymore?

hUnK vS pUpPiE..

not a hunk.. juz a puppie..

n a shy little one as well..

busted knee and elbow joints..

lack of sleep..

lack of energy..

lack of time..

...

another two pence for u..

wIlL..

The race is not to the swift, but to those who keep on running..
N i have legs that can outrun bikes and cars..

kAi..

fIrE..

佛也有火..

龙..

自古以来，象征力量的龙有两种意思..

一个就是君临天下的皇帝..

另一个就是从百姓之中产生的..

英雄..

sMiLe..

With every sunset, there's a sunrise..

Smile..

With every thunderstorm, there's a clear sky..

Smile..

With every passing, there's an entrance of a new life..

Smile..

With every moment of sadness, there's happiness coupled with it..

Smile..

If u dun experience the lows, how would u know abt the highs?

Smile..

Coz you'll always look nicer when u smile..

棋子...

我像是一颗棋
进退任由你决定
我不是你眼中唯一将领
却是不起眼的小兵
When slaves are forced into the corner,
我像是一颗棋子
来去全不由自己
举手无回你从不曾犹豫
我却受控在你手里
The lowest lifeform will overthrow the Emperor..

wHiMpErInGs..

Sleep deprived.. guess it's the same for all others..

7th week into the sem..

number of subjects : 4 cores, 1 elective

amt of knowledge absorbed : zilch

why? 16 March 2008..

not really complaining, juz a bit sian tt i hit rock bottom today by having my head smash on the table during lesson..

pls laugh, coz i think it's funny too.. hehe..

all the sweat, tears, blood.. how many witnesses are there to see the amt of effort we put in?

how many appreciates it all? or even juz a little bit?

the pain, the frustration..

the sacrifices we have to make.. insurmountable..

but i believe the juice is worth e squeeze..

so pls endure.. pls hold on..

believe in yourself.. coz i believe in you..

笑...

一笑解千愁..
如有更多，就让我带给你欢笑..

tWo PeNcE wOrTh..

This is it.. My two pence worth..

Well, maybe the two pence of alot of other ppl out there..

Prove it, i shall..

To all those who think size matters, think again..

a WaLk To ReMeMbEr...

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

fRiEnDs..

If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend..
I will sail my vessel, till the river runs dry...
If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus one day,
so I never have to live without you..
The highest mountains i will climb..
True friendship is like sound health;
the value of it is seldom known until it is lost..
The deepest oceans i will dive..
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out..
Till the end of world..
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend.
Till the end of time..
Strangers are just friends waiting to happen.
Friends are the Bacon bits in the Salad Bowl of Life..
Come what may..
Friendship is one mind in two bodies..
There will always be..
I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay..
Someone honest..
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them,
I'd be at the bottom to catch them..
and shy..
Everyone hears what you say.
Friends listen to what you say.
Best friends listen to what you don't say..
But gentle..
We all take different paths in life,
but no matter where we go,
we take a little of each other everywhere..
and kind..
My father always used to say that when you die,
if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life..
Waiting..
Hold a true friend with both your hands..
and waiting..
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart
and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words..
For your everlasting smile..

eVeRy DoG hAs ItS dAy...

Every dog has its day...

so when's mine?

HoPe FlOaTs...

When life fell apart, love fell into place...

ShOuLd I sTaY...

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh… should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

潇洒走一回...

我拿青春赌明天

你用真情换此生

岁月不知人间多少的忧伤

何不潇洒走一回

eMpTy..

Not much left in me..

The constant draining and straining..

Not.. much.. left..

Knowledge is not power..

FaIrYtAlEs..

Is "Happily Ever After" only in fairytales?

pHiLoSoPhIeS..

Out of sync doesn't mean anything, it's what makes an individual an individual..

Which means i dun like myself as much as the unique u..

Oh well.. there's still a long way to go.. Hehe..

tHe GuArDiAn..

So others may live...

小狗狗的心声...

自掘坟墓...?

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

情绪有如海浪般...

波涛汹涌，起伏不定...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

气量，好小，好小...

柠檬，好酸，好酸...

利针，一根接一根，刺进肋骨...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

好痛，好痛...

cOnFeSsIoNs Of ThE hEaRt..

Like salt on wound..

10 cents worth..

Immense..

lIfE iS tRaNsIeNt..

The great manipulators..

Circumstances.. Situations.. Surroundings..

Or the restrictive education that inhibits a more loving society?

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

At this point in life, who do u care abt the most?

f..

Glad to have known u guys..

Appreciate every second..

Love every moment..

And in all the years to come, down the road, we'll still stand by one another, juz as we did on the fateful green turf..

Cheers to the Hopes!

tHrEe

Rule of 3..

fEeL..

But i'm no Langdon..



Tt's me..

TeArDrOpS oN mY gUiTaR...

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

CnY...

Chinese New Year..

Break? Haha not really.. Work's been piling up, quite alot to clear during this "break"..

Well, at least there isn't any "sleepless in SRC" for 5 days.. Though muz say tt i kinda enjoy training these few days.. At least, some parts of it..

Looking, and not looking forward to the date.. On one hand wanna give it all, on the other dun wanna see the days go..

Oh well, shall not lament over it.. it's the festive season for goodness sake..

Happy Chinese New Year ppl!

RaNdOm AtTaCkS..

The return of the weird blue birds..

Systematic pecking of the barriers..

Or is there a hidden meaning to it?

Time will tell..

始... 终...

有始有终...

做人，处事...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

尾... 没了...也不知是何时，开始厌倦...

可能是有了其他的兴趣...

但尾不曾被遗忘...

只不过没再提起...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

想法的衍变...渐渐，但毫无疑问...

成长的过程，难以抵挡...

终点虽一致，但路是自己走的...

别被命运作弄，别被事物摆布...

掌握在手中的，可是自己的旅程表...

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找会自己的纯真...

漫游世界...

笑傲江湖...

SiMpLe..

Been a long time.. But still the same..

Familar voices, familar lameness, familar jokes..

Can nvr really descibe how i love u guys so so much, even after so long..

Maybe tt's wat's known as true frens..

Even though we may be going through different phases of life..

Even though we dun see each other as often nowadays..

But we're still concern abt each other, no matter the circumstances..

Juz.. a lack of time..

But the thought is there, n i believe we are strong enuff to pass thru these testing times..

On a lighter note, here's wishing a Happy Birthday to the cat!

迷...

难以捉摸...

是喜？ 是悲？

只己知，无他人...

浪漫的开始，还是恶梦的前兆？

嗨！

人生道路波折重重，来一盏明亮的红绿灯，也好办事多了...

时间... 宽容...

In ThE eNd..

Lost..

Like in a maze without start or end..

With 50 feet high hedges..

If only i can fly.. sky high..

Wings of faith..

HaLf TiMe..

And the puppie is down for the count..

Fatigue and exhausted.. The lack of rest..

Plus the constant baring of fangs from the big bad wolf..

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The light..

The beacon of hope..

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Dilemma..

Think a toilet break is in order..

RoUnD 3..

Fatal 4 way..?

No..

Triple threat with special referee haha..

RoUnD 2

Scotty doesn't know...

RoUnD 1..

Nothing much can be done.. honestly..

nothing to compare.. nothing to fight with..

believe.. the only thing keeping me going..

trust.. faith.. hope..

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how does a puppie fight against an oncoming barrage of wolves?

sEnSiTiVe..

It happened again..

Different circumstances, same outcome..

Overflowing expectations?

prob a lack of committment..

growing up.. it's quite a wondorous thing.. more so if u're watching it..

give me a reason, n i'll give u my very best ever..

ThE nItE..

Emotions run wild.. literally..

a day tt started with little sleep..

a little conversion in the afternoon..

a little warmup in the evening..

a little emotional outburst..

n the show still has to go on..

simple, but effective..

believe, n everything shall fall into place..

simple as that..

a job well done guys.. really appreciate the effort..

pRoGrEsS..

More.. n more..

Slowly.. But surely..

This is it..

eMoTiOnS..

Volcanic eruption..

Avalanches..

A lack of control.. So everything fell apart..

I guess there's still alot of the human lesson tt i'll need to learn..

Which includes some other parts as well..

pIzZa..

a lack of expression..

or prob it's the "being watched" feeling that keeps things inside or from coming out..

hmm.. an inherent need to look good?

tt's superficial.. n it sux..

from the way things are, alot of little little details will be gone forever..

like an upside-down pizza with the toppings falling off one by one, in the end, u're only left with the crust.. simple, plain and bland..

how abt a bit of spice?

pRoPhEcY...

predictions, or game plan?

or juz pure luck?

so when do u go with ur instincts, n when do u follow tried n tested formulas?

or maybe it's juz sth tt cannot be helped..

u win some, u lose some.. tt's karma..

MeRrY cHrIsTmAs!!!

Well when's a better time to blog den xmas eve?

nothing much on the mind to think abt, nobody to bother u with other stuff..

Hehe.. Hopefully tt'll last all the way..

I am glad.. Now i hope to be happy..

And all i wan for Xmas is..

Peace..