MiA...

Sat...

First time not at cl training since it started..Dun really know how it went..A few msgs from yt,hj and jac kinda summarised it all..Pt..Dance..Stunts..Well, shud have guessed la, but can't help thinking wat diff wud it make if we were there? Or wat diff wud we not make?

Heard tt tay's doing torch..Shirleen fell as a result..Coz not enuff spotters? Hmm maybe.. Wat ding said was rite, one big prob existing now is the lack of guys.. Though magnum also dun have many guys, but they can draw on their alumni, and their gals are big and strong, relative to our squad.. Recruitment from houses is still rock bottom..Guess we really hafta look beyond our borders..

Ding's really phasing out of cl fast..Guess it's partly coz he's a scholar, there's a need to think abt his future..Nth wrong with tt act, juz kinda sad..Hope he does come back when he have the time..We'll be waiting..

Caught the flu bug today..Stupid..Fine when going out, guai guai stay at home then fall slp..So dumb..In the end can't go out with sec sch frens for dinner..Think they beginning to bu shuang liao, keep "releasing pigeon"..Sigh..

Argh..My phone really sux big time compared to the previous ones..The msg screen's so weird, keep sending 2 msgs at a go..Haiya ren a bit, see if dad's willing to get me a better model..

Talking to hj online now..Heard tt another guy came for training today, and tt tangning joined in too..Name's dominic i think..Hmm will prob know him soon enuff..

Haha angie came for training today with another gal, prob crystal..Called out for my name..So embarassing, dunno why..Haha..

Shall go chatting liao..Hafta study soon too..Sigh..

"Shen1 Si3 Xiang1 Xu3" by Leon Lai and Prisilla Chan!!!

FrIeNdS fOr LiFe..

"Friends For Life..."

In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one.

In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.

In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.

In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.

In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nicky or Smelly Susan.

In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.

In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nicky or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.

In seventh grade your idea of a friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had.

In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball cards so that your room would be a "high schooler's" room, but didn't laugh at you when you finished and broke out into tears.

In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to that "cool" party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up being the only freshman there.

In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.

In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick [or Glenn] or Susan, and found you a date to the prom.

In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college/university, assured you that you would get into that college/university, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...

At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.

The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or you and Susan were back together, you could make it through anything, helped you pack up for university and just silently hugged you as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly sent you off to college knowing you were loved.

Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!

Thank you for being a friend. No matter where we go or who we become, never forget who helped us get there...

LiFe'S sHoRt..

Hehe..

Kinda feel lazy today, so shan't be typing much..Ding sounds stressed out by the events happening..Dun fret man, we're always here to lend a helping hand, ya? Cheer up!!!

Was juz looking thru my mail..Chanced upon this touching story..Hope u all like it..


A guy and a girl can be just friends... but at one point or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe...forever....

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As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

**************** 11th grade ****************

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.

She looked at me, said "thanks" .

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

**************** Senior year ****************

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go..." Well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together - just as 'best friends'. So we did.

Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said- "I had the best time ever, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends but I'm just too shy.

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A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angle up on stage to get her diploma.

Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- "You're my best friend ever, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

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Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man.

I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!".

She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek.

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Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.

This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

I wish he would tell me he loved me!

"I wish I did too..." I thought to my self, and I cried.

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Life's short..So make sure u enjoy every moment of it and live it to the fullest!!!

"Fen1 Xiang3" by Sky Wu!!!

LoSt...

Told my parents liao..

Think i kinda disappointed them..Well i disappointed myself as well..

"How cud u lose ur wife.."
(Translated, of course..)

Sigh, wat's over is over..Dun think tt heartless soul will have the heart to give my phone back..

Woke up feeling sore today from all the table carrying last nite..Had to go down to hello! to get sim card replaced so got ding along since he wanted to change his phone aniwae..Haha but den the scheme for foreigners changed and so pissed him off..(Sorrie man, but dun think my dad will agree..)Didn't know tt had to bring dad's ic to get sim card replaced as well..Sigh..Have to wait till tmr den to showcase my 2100..Yaya, wat a phone to showcase..

Went for the SCA meeting after tt with quanda, kelvin, hongzhou and huijin..It was so so boring..Plus this gustio guy keep hogging onto the frontlight tt sometimes willie didn't even look like the chair of the meeting..There's this long-tongued gal by the name of shirley spatting loads of rubbish too..Got tired of it halfway and so went out to BK with HZ to eat..Nice timing too, since the meeting ended by the time we came back..Well the only interesting thing to note is tt there was this guy juggling bottles and these bunch of break-dancers showing off their moves by the side..Cool..

Took the train home with HJ after tt..Haha ding always says it's stressful when left alone with her..Methinks it's coz there still exist an affinity..Hehe..Aniwae got to know her a bit betta..She's not much diff from me now, in terms of thinking tt is..Afraid to love, afraid of commitment, afraid to hurt and be hurt as well..Guess tt kinda summarizes the worries of some teenagers now? The thing is, she hasn't been thru one b4..

Another day gone..Lots of things to do, lots of dreams to fulfil..Thinking back, there's so many things tt i wanted to do but couldn't find the time or the effort to persist on..Like breaking or dancing..The interest juz kinda faded away..Think it really requires 2 or more to pursue sth in order for the interest to go on..Otherwise doing it alone is so boring..If i didn't leave rj, i'll probably still be climbing rockwalls or canoeing ard singapore or even stunt and mountain-biking round the island..hmmm..Well, at least i had fun while it lasted..And the memories will always remain..

Haven't really been writing cheerful entries these few days..Nono. tt's not me..Shall zhen4 zhuo4 and look forward to the future..Go Bao!!! Jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

"Hao3 Xin1 Fen1 Shou3" by Candy Lo!!!

SoRa..=(

Sheesh...

Wat a day...

Wat a life...

Wat an unexpected turn of events...

Haiz...

Life's like a movie playing...There's bound to be ups and downs...N today so happens to be one of the down sides...

Should i curse and swear? Or should i even be angry? I dunno..Let the person feel guilty, while i juz blame it on my luck? Or was it something tt i've done? Dunno dunno dunno...Feeling tipsy now..May get emotional too..Sigh...

It's been only like 2 mths..Sth tt seldom left my side, even when i sleep..The card's even more significant..It's been with me since i first started having a phone..From the first 8210 den 8310 den 6100..My contacts..Build upon since sec4..My msgs..Saved for dunno how long..My lyrics and quotes..Spent dunno how much time searching and inputting them in..Haiz..I'm really gonna miss it..Sobz..

It's farni how the way things turn out in life..In the morning i was looking at my phone and had a weird premonition..It's as if my phone started feeling distant from me..hmmm.."It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie...Baby bye bye bye.." To think i was still singing so enthusiastically..

All is not lost though..Funtasia is quite successful in my opinion, much betta than i expected it to be..The signs weren't promising rite from the start..Thunder, lightning and dark clouds boomed and flashed across the morning sky, and i guess tt plays a impt part in pushing back the opening time to 11am..Aniwae didn't had to help out in the hall unless required, so was walking ard the funfair exploring various stalls..Won 2 fish toys and 2 fans at the hammer stall..Though i think they increased the difficulty after i won the initial 2..Tsk tsk..

Other stalls worth mentioning was the dunking machine stall..The bid to have a go at sp went up to as high as $200 for 5 tries..Woah..And alas, she wasn't spared from the pool..Lots of food and games stalls ard, but not many were really worth playing..Though prizes consist of mp3 players and warcraft 3 expansion set, but it'll take a million yrs to act win them..Side note, the flying fox's pretty cool too..

Haunted hse's a huge success i muz say..quite proud of it when i went in this morning coz lots of things were touched up and it was marvellous..Well at least to some la..Guess the revenue generated and the long long queue will speak volumes of the success rite? Think we earned abt $5120..And some are not even satisfied coz we didn't hit our target..I mean, isn't it good enuff tt we got more than $2k for each class? And considering the budget constrain tt the sch 'N' the committee members imposed on us, gotto say it's a pretty well-done job..

Performed 4 times at the track today..Crowd was pathetic though, den again, we had to enthu the crowd instead of the crowd enthuing us so..Btw, think YT too insignificant in the recording liao..Did ya know he's back at tt again? Sigh..Quite bu shuang den but wat to do? Nvm it's not the show, it's the process of going thru it..

Think i looked quite bu shuang juz now when my phone was stolen and some saw it..Sorrie to all those out there, though u all won't read this..Hope i didn't spoil anyone's day..

Been busy in the hall this week, so missed out loads of fun when the guys went out..Sigh..Time's running out too..Hafta try to make each session as enjoyable as can be liao..dun wanna leave any regrets behind..Ya..

Shall be getting a replacement sim card tmr..Sobz..

Haven't told my parents yet..Shudder..

Gonna get a good nite's rest soon..Tired..Zzz...

"Love is a Crime" by Anastacia!!!

TiMe..

Time...
Sth tt i'm seriously lacking now..Not juz in work, but also in preparing for the haunted hse and also for going out..

Sheesh..Juz came home not long ago, stuck in sch doing up the hall for the horror illusion stuff..Kinda unhappy in the beginning coz of the lack of coordination and the girls ordering us abt..Den they didn't wanna provide the funds for us to buy cloth, saying tt it was only for emergencies..Sheesh..True, but why do u need to keep $200???
Aniwae luckily there were these bags of curtains at the bag of the hall which we could use as partitions..Den again, wat's a wedding room doing in a haunted hse???

Haha tt aside..Tmr got training again!!! Yeah!!! Finally can have some real fun again!!! Was takin bus home with HX yesterday and was like complaining tt i rarely reach home with the sky still bright..Haha..Sui2 zhong4 du2 hui4 bi2 wo3 shen1?

"Tai yang xia shan ming zao yi jiu pa shang lai..." Haha..Juz when u think sth's going to be history, it juz pops up again, all fresh and ready to go!!! Guess he really went full-steam with tt suggestion, eh? Hehe..Suddenly feel tt a good show's abt to start haha..

Hmmm juz realise this entry got no head or tail..Nvm, it's the tot tt counts haha..

"Shi4 Jie4 Mo4 Ri4" by Jay!!!

BaCk...

Sheesh...

Wasn't really gonna write anything in today, but guess if i dun do so i'll prob forget to so here goes nth..

Hmmm back from rj not long ago..The trip back wasn't as bad as it might have turned out to be, rather i kinda enjoyed the journey..Enjoyed the breeze with zj and steph up at the grandstand, and met a few old frens as well..Haha as usual, kelvin was up to his old self..Hmmm juz let him be man..

Well, was juz thinking, it's really kinda hard to have frens in other jcs..As in, sometimes u're really busy n dun have time to go out with dem, den it's like they'll think u rather hang out with ur new frens now..Guess it's a real dilemma for me? Hmmm..Wonder if he's really angry? Sigh..

Aniwae felt really dumb juz now..Missed 3 buses in a row..How i managed tt u might ask..Well, ermm, not wearing specs played a big part..Haha..So dumb man..But den again, was thinking of stunts to try out..So..Haha nvm, juz feel dumb la..

Next few days will be busy setting up the hall for funtasia..Class's doing the horror illusion thingy..Wonder if it'll be a success, or the funfair for tt matter..Hmmm..Been to real haunted houses so many times liao tt i wonder will it be really possible to set up one..Well..Juz hope for the best la haha..YT muz come hor!!!

Gonna keep this entry short..Need to look for music liao..Cya next time!!!

"Billy Jean" by Michael Jackson!!!

3rD..

Heyoz!!!

Was going to type last nite but ding and ZJ were both on so ya..Aniwae have the luxury of time and energy today, since for the first time in a week there's no training..Feels weird though, the familiar rhythm and counting of 5,6,7,8 seems to be so close yet so far away..

A bit on yesterday's com..Didn't really expect to get anything b4 the com, but after watching the first team, was kinda confident of getting either 1st or 2nd..Well got 3rd in the end la..Though a bit disappointed, but den magnum was really good..Creative in their stunts, high in their energy as well..Somemore we're a relative new team as well, and most are in their first com as well..So 3rd is commendable act..Well done Maelstrom!!!

Met today at linkway to decide on where to go from now on..Yesterday's com really got everyone excited and addicted.."Zhong4 du2" as Mtay puts it..Hmmm..in any case shall have prob 3 more performances, den it's buh-bye for now..So soon..Sigh..Shall be back in 2 yrs' time, mark my words..Haha..

Inna msged and asked for our help, so we'll be going down to rj to help out their hse cl tmr..Haha sort of like an impromptu training for us..Hmmm..Rj..Forgettable and unforgettable memories alike there..Sigh..Nvm all's in the past, shall not ponder over them..Prob gonna meet some old classmates there..Wonder wat they'll say..Haha..

Yeah ZJ's finally contributed inside here!!!Haha juz realised i've mentioned it in the beginning..Well now XYZ are all here..Hmmm..Now can keep in touch even when we go army liao haha..

Haha go check out the X-challenge pics posted by michelle..Full of chairs haha!!! Nth but chairs n chairs n pics of chairs haha..

Hmm getting late liao..Still peace n quiet online..Well except for a few familiar souls like HZ n Shawn..

Sheesh animes take so long to dl!!!(Haha dun mind this, juz complaining..)

Shall end off liao..Kinda excited abt tmr, dunno why..Coz there's cl? Haha..

"Eyes on Me" by Faye Wong!!!
(Final Fantasy rulez!!!)

my first and last time

hey ppl... wonder why such a topic? simply cos its my first time contributing to this journal today and also the last time that im taking part in a cheerleading competition as a njcian haha.. miss those days sigh... but hao jing bu chang zai... though i dun really like e idea of having an OD but guess i'll just follow suit due to popular demands...
first of all, congrats to everyone!!! we've attained a respectable position in today's competition. think our efforts did paid off and our performance was commendable. everyone's spirit was damn high and no wonder we went to do a few stunts after e prize presentation and take lots of photos. well and i did a chair on lin yi... hurray! think she's damn small girl lar... haha doesnt seem to grow up. just standing behind her during the dinner at kfc will scare e hell out of her cos she commented that i looked white... 'so scary!' im not that white after all what right?
think my nu er very ke lian. actually allegic to fabric and got rashes all over her body be4 the comp. sigh went all e way to mt alvernia to visit doctor somemore. anyway on e way home... yt was staring into e stalk of rose and complaining to me how 'fan' wc was. well just think of it this way, who's he to u anyway? just do what u like k? if he wants to continue being hum then just let him be haha. remember this: no one have control over ur own life except urself! hate e way he stares at ppl and e way he look down on ppl. yeah ab was right, damn shuang suaning him... just like today also. he thought his basket toss was e highest but video proved otherwise and he was damn malu cos before that he was giving us that typical look of his!yt am i a flirt? haha... ab and df... i asked this cos yt keep bothering me with this qns: ' do u think im a flirt?' haha... well... all i can say that u'r equally friendly as me! sociable! approachable! oops... haha am i egoistic?
sometimes i really wonder. am i really a flirt to stay on in cheerleading or do i really enjoy cheerleading rather than flirting... hmmm... that remains a qns yet to be solved haha....
haha there's still a dragonfly on my arm dunno how to go to sch tmr... yeah dismiss at 1 tmr then going to see skin specialist! sigh... getting tired now... goodnight ppl... hope that in e near future i will have e time again to continue this... take care! i'll never ever forget this day in my life... yet another achievement another 3rd in my life... come to think of it at least im only 2 ren zi xia, 10000 ren zi shang haha... crap...


With love,
ZzHhIiJjIiAaNn =p

TrAiNiNg..

Hey hey!!!

Been some time since the last entry..Many things have happened, but dun really remember all of them..Sigh..Shall juz try to piece dem together ya?

Hectic week, and a tiring one for all of us too, i muz say..Trainings, trainings n more trainings everyday..And not to forget the lectures and tutorials..Well com is near, wat to do? Can see the shagged faces on everyone every morning..Well wat to do? Gambatte everyone!!!

One pissing tt happened this week was abt the shoes..Ordered twice, and both times we were "tuaed", so to speak..Mtay got so pissed during the first time tt he blew his top..Boy..Well the issue was solved when XYZ when down to queensway to get the shoes tt finally arrived..Hmm got to mention tt QD and K got the other 4 shoes as well la..Haha..Good job guys!!!

Trained at the track yesterday..Reminded me of the time b4 nationals when we were act sharing the track with trackers and other sporting ccas..Now all are having their coms, and after this few times more we yr2s will be out too..Sigh..Gonna miss all those sweating and playing and fooling ard during cl liao..Dun wan!!!Hmm..Trust me, i'll be back!! Haha...

Aniwae ding was saying he had a bad feeling abt the last run of the routine as the sky was almost dark..True enuff, shirleen injured her left shoulder..Well, at least she's a tough girl..Hope she's all better when com comes..

Did toss-up-full-ex today!!! Yippee!!! Of course, it was with the help of ding, but didn't really think i was able to do it..Haha guess tt raises my highest skill achieved?
Think gonna try either single or double-base lib soon, when the time comes haha..And boy did HJ fly today!! Haha, not saying tt YT can't fly, but den, she's so light tt dun really feel anything when she loads up so ya..Haha dun worry woman, we won't give up ya? Shall make u master basket toss!!! Den next time can fly with the up and coming HJ!!! Haha..Think u're gonna be highly demanded these few trainings..Coz ding and K wanna try out stunts so gotta start with level one..Haha..Yeah man!

Hehe tt brings me to another point..Zi4 jue2 fen2 mu4!! Haha coined the phrase from a comic book..Happened when i was replying to YT's msg tt WC saw, i think..Then he started msging me abt whether he shud give up coz he saw tt we were closer..Was assuring him tt there was nth b/w us den he started pouring his tots out, like when he sees us together he's quite bu4 shuang3, den we dun trust him and also isolate him..Sigh..Think he really thinks too much..Low self-esteem is a fact as well..Hmmm..

Haha juz sth tt i wanna get off my chest..When Mtay changed the rotation base to basket toss, i sensed tt history was gonna repeat itself again..True enuff, there was the familiar "cuo4 liao3", or the "bu4 gou4 gao1", or the "wo3 men2 bi3 jiao4 gao1", or the..u get the pic? Last yr it was the same case, this yr again..i admit tt ZZ's basket toss was really high, but so wat? Does tt mean tt u can suan the other grp? Doesn't he realise tt it gives undue pressure to the flyer? At least this time it's YT, and she can like,"zai4 lai2 yi1 ci4?" Last yr's flyer was so disturbed by her frequent screw ups tt she ended up crying a few times..

Ahhh wat an evil paragraph!!!Well i'm fine with wateva he says, juz thinking of the impact those words have on the flyer and the rest..So when we finally flew higher den them, ZJ grabbed the opp and started suaning him..Haha was laughing like mad for tt..Haha me evil too!!!

*Slap slap!!*

*Ouch!*

Ok qing1 xing3 liao..Everything's fine and normal..

Dun worry, we're still on gd terms..It's juz tt his actions sometimes gets on my nerves, ya..

Haha many others joining the zi4 jue2 fen2 mu4 league these few days..QD was like playing with YT's hair this morning, den K took 961 home with her today..Dun know whether u'll be laughing when u read this or not, but shudn't u be feeling honoured tt u're now the centre of attraction? Haha..Maybe all these are unnecessary to u, but u've gotto admit they do add an element of spice in ur life rite?

Peace on the web, guess everyone's zonked out after training today..

Haha shall sign off here too..

Nitez!!! And sweet dreams!!!

Ermm..to myself? Haha..

"Zhen1 Xin1 Hua4" by Peter Ho!!!

An AbRuPt EnD...

Heyozz!!

Sch's starting tmr liao..Sigh..Didn't realise the holidays will be gone in a flash..Even with the extra 5 days after cts ended, it didn't really make much of a diff..Well maybe juz a little breather in prep for the hectic term 3? Come to think of it, there's so much work to be done..Those tt are not done during hols, prep work for 'a's, and cl com..Haha pray tt we survive thru all of tt in triump mood..

Juz read ding's input..Chim as usual..Well not as much as the last one, but it basically deals with human relationships and stuffs, so it's chim nonetheless..Super small font as well, making it harder to read..Hmmm..Well at least not many are reading it..For now..Haha..=)

Went ZJ hse yesterday..Suppose to help him settle his prob, but ended up talking abt others..Well, after a few initial efforts though..In the end he settled it while we were still asleep.."Qie4 yi4" was the phrase tt ding used to describe our lives now..And it's not going to last long liao..To think tt next yr, we'll all be somewhere else other than nj, ZJ n I will be in camp and ding's prob gonna find a part-time job..Sigh..If i was him i'll prob juz be visiting the juniors like everyday and fool ard with dem..After all, this is our last yr as clasroom-bound students..There won't be another time to relive the life now..Haiz i'm feeling old now, all 18 yrs of it..

Strayed off the topic..Anyway we act managed to bake rather decent choc cookies at his hse..Though they didn't really look appetizing, but at least they tasted good..Well to us la..Haha..Ding juz lazed ard the whole time though, haha..Good life he lives..

Left and met YT at woodlands lib with her fren..Boy she's tall..I mean her fren..Aniwae wanted to catch twins effect but it wasn't showing at the cinema there..Wasted effort..In the end we shopped for gifts for ZJ's australia fren and ate a bit again after lunch at ZJ's hse..

Did i mention tt my laptop's finally back in commission? Yay!!! Infrared some pics and tones into my phone finally..Now it's really fulfilling it's potential haha..

Guess i'll stop here for today..Have to finish econs mcq..Argh..Dun even know wat to expect for ct tmr as well..Well at least the first period's pe!!! Hehe..

Shawn's on..Let's see wat she has to say..

"In the End" by Linkin Park!!!

OuT pLaYiNg...

Ohio!!!

Been absent for quite some time liao...Busy playing and all the stuff, not much sleep gotten too so didn't have much time to update the od...So here goes the days tt have gone by...Haha...

Went to watch Charlie's Angel the other day...Kinda enjoyed the crazy show, but think the atmosphere tt hovered ard b4 was still lingering in everyone..Me feels tt most were probably acting crazy to try to lift it..Hmmm or am i wrong? Probably it's sth tt's subconsciously done? Aniwae here goes a quote from the movie..

"Angels are like diamonds..u can't make it, u can only find it, and each one is unique.."

Think this applies to frens too? Well not really for the finding part, coz u can also be found by a good fren prob? Haha...

Wat a small world this is..Went Toa Payoh food court to have dinner and guess wat? Most of my gym junior were there having dinner too!!! They juz finished their com..But they forgot to tell me abt it..Sobz..Haiz even if i knew i wouldn't be able to make it..Rare sight it is too..Capt of '01 '02 n '03 all present..Hmmm..It's also a wonder how small ur juniors will always look to u, even if u know they're sec 4 this yr..Haha once small, always small?

Ok now for today's activities..Or shud i say yesterday? Haiyo the date doesn't matter la..Aniwae had a slack training today coz the seamstress came with all the girls' attire..Got to say tt the girls gave us a variety of impressions..As in, each of them portrayed the attire in a diff tone..Hmmm..Wonder wat tt rerally says? Haha..Aniwae, u girls really look good in them la..Dun be afraid to wear them and show off, u're a cheerleader!!! Haha..

Accomplished level 1 single toss to hands and single full ex!!! Woah tt's like quite a feat..For a 59kg guy la..Haha..Guess tt'll be my limit for now? Unless new stunts are taught or my physique gets better..Hmmm..Nvm shall think of it myself when i'm free haha..

Didn't imagine i'll be back at ghin moh so soon again..Accompanied LY to check her back at the sinseh again while the rest of us ate at the hawker centre there..The mango pearl still rocks man!!! Haha..

Went to town next to meet up with QD and Steph, though they were going home liao..Can't imagine tt all the cosmetics and gel gonna cost everybody $6..Sigh..Gonna be broke soon again..Found our way to takasquare to eat, den got ready for the next and final stop...

Our visit, and probably the final one, to the blue hse didn't prove much excitement though it was at nite..True the place was pitch black and nth cud be seen w/o a torch, we didn't see any of the paranormal stuff tt Mtay always saw..Think tt's a blessing act..There were some frights though, like the weird sounds, the opened door and the missing chair..Disappointing, but we can finally say we've conquered blue hse!! Yeah!! Now to research on and plan the next expedition..OCH? Yellow? White? Haha..YT muz be thinking we're crazy..

Whew finally got everything down..Well there other's too, but guess i'll save them for another day..

Getting late liao, no energy left to crap..So..
Oyasuminasai!!!
(Hope i got it correct haha..)

"You Get What U Give" by New Radicals!!!
(Old, but wat's time to a good song?)

NoStAlGiC..

Heyoz!!!

I'm back!!!Haha feeling happy today, dunno why? Coz got class outing? Coz met old fren? Haha coz X,Z and fake W's coming later to play overnite? Haha..

Woke up ard 830 today, but den lazed ard till like 10? Haha lai4 chuang2 is such a nice exp..Esp u got so much program after tt! Haha..Act wasn't really tt keen on going out with my class coz kinda tired from all the mugging, but den didn't go out with dem for so long liao, might as well..

Hehe went east coast for the class outing, but took like 1 whole hr looking for the kayak station.. Hmmm but the sun wasn't out so didn't really get much of a tan..Sigh..Rescued a capsizer! Haha..Finally putting the stars into good use..After tt went cycling! Quite aimless activity though, but the interesting thing is tt one of my bike's pedals came loose on our way back..So had to find a bolt or nut, wateva u call tt, to fasten it back..Some kind hearted chi shop owner helped us foc, not like the 1st malay guy we approached, grrr..Anyway made our way back safely, so all in all still a wonderful day la..

Met an old fren on the way back while i was tending to the bike..Guess tt's wat u call "sai4 weng1 shi1 ma3, yan1 zhi1 fei1 fu2?" Hehe his usual way of speaking reminded me very much of sec4 days..Suddenly feeling nostalgic, wanna relive sec sch life again..Haiz..Gave him the od add, so he shud be reading this soon i guess? Yoz if u're there! I haven't forgotten u! But remember to return my windbreaker n track pants soon! Haha..

Talking abt sec sch days really brings back fond memories..Remeber the days spent gambling in class..The days spent da-baoing back food from canteen n eating in class..The days tt all of us got caught and got into serious trouble..The days of scolding Ms Yong behind her back..The day when a certain person was punished coz of a defamatory website he made..The days of playing soccer in class..Haha we dun seem to do alot of good eh? The funniest thing is tt we had ard 12 cca leaders in the class, and mostly captains as well..We're not a bad bunch, we juz like doing things out of the norm? Haha..Kinda sad tt each of us has gone to diff colleges..We were once saying,"Hey, let's all go to the same jc, then can be in the same class again!" Haha..

"Distance makes the heart grow fonder.."The famous quote tt ppl always use..But is it really true? Apply to frens, it is obvious tt some of us ain't as close to some frens in sec sch than those in jc..Apply to love, well, i dun really need to say more rite? Hmmm...

Sad topic to touch on, so shan't continue..Hey, didn't realise the mood has changed..Haha..Where's all of them!!!

Shall talk abt sec sch some other time..Lots of events from there..

Shall grab a bite now..Kinda hungry..

Shall listen to music while doing so..

Shall start surfing the web..

Shall stop all the shall-ing..

Shal..Oops, suppose to stop tt..

Sha..

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STOP!!!!

Haha..Till next time folks..

"Fan3 fang1 xiang4 de4 zhong1" by Jay!!!
(Nice tempo and rhythm..Hehe..)

BoReD..

Hey hey!

Jian4 gui3 le4! It's me again!!! Haha didn't really think tt i'll be updating this od so often when i first started it..guess it's ding's words den..He was saying "dun be like last time, start already den dun write anything inside.." Haha wasn't really tt keen on it in the first place..Guess it's coz there's more fun in talking face to face? Or tt computer age has made me become too lazy to write? Woah..

Think i shud leave a space in b/w paragraphs, otherwise very luan4..Hmmm..Sth popped into my head today..The hardest chinese character to comphrehend it's act one of the easiest to understand..Ren2! Hmmm mentioned the complexity of human relationship previously, shan't really go too much into it..Act it's not really possible to fully grasp human relationships at our age now..But even when u do, it may not be sth to ur liking..Hmmm..

Dun really know wat i'm talking abt above, so shan't continue..Haha crapping's more of my style..Or talking trash..or cock..or nonsense..or rubbis..Oops, almost used the copyrighted word..Hehe..

Back to reality..Finished 2 papers today..Dun really think i'll do well in them though..Well wat do u expect from someone who only studied the day b4 the test? Haha..My class topped the cohort for scores in econ mcqs!!! Yippie!!! Woohoo!!! Cowabunga!!! Was juz saying my class ain't gd in anything, only econ mcq..Think i exclaimed a bit too loudly in the hall though..No more face liao..

"The dark side of humans"
Hmm juz a little note on this, since ding was mentioning it at kap juz now..wondering if he minds me saying it here..To err is human, so it is natural for us to think, or feel, or do things which ain't tt saint..Jealousy, anger, arrogance..They're act all part and parcel of life..Juz tt many of us keep them well hidden? Agree? Therefore it act seems as if we ain't tt way..Hmm so in act fact wat our personality is is wat we portray? Juz like when u suddenly get angry when u usually dun, it's all due to little little things tt got pent up within..Den comes a spark..Den..
KABOOM!! There it goes, juz like a volcano..

Haha shan't continue the paragraph, coz it's so subjective..And i'm beginning to not understand wat i'm typing as well..Hehe..Sigh..Take the tots with a pinch of salt kay? Coz it all came out at a spur of a moment..Haha..

Hmm beginning to feel this entry's a bit diff..Well experiences are diff everyday wat..Suddenly feel like visiting the blue hse soon..At nite..Kinda feel an affinity towards it? Haha siao liao..

Argh...So much crap this time round..Dunno wat i'm typing liao..Guess it's all the stress from cts..

Haha i'm living up to the aim i wrote in the first entry!!!

Okay la, dun think it's wise to continue..Will seriously burn the ears, ermm i mean the eyes of anyone reading this..

Pardon me kay?
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Pretty pls?
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Can roughly guess how bored i am liao rite?
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Haiya ok la, signing out now..
Till next time we meet..

"Jue2 Bu4 Neng2 Shi1 Qu4 Ni3" by F4!!!
(Not a fan, but the song's realy nice!!!)