Monday, September 15, 2003

喜欢..

"我看,改次还是跟班的人一起坐吧..."

"噢,随你的意..."

呵呵,真的发生了..

惨喽,在这个时候又再度陷入情网..而且上一段才刚过去不久呢..

男人真的经不起诱惑吗?真是的,女人的吸引力真的那么大?能使模范丈夫出跬?这可能就是所谓的"七年之痒"..

当然,也不能全全怪到女人头上..相信在许许多多的恋情里,女性所付出的感情是最多地,分离时也是最痛苦的..

问世间情为何物?只叫人生死想许..

意中的对象,难如登天..

不速之客,永追不舍..
Guess tat's wat makes life so full of interest and zest, eh?

小时候..
"哟,有人喜欢某某人噢.."
无忧无虑,根本不知爱情真正的意义何在..
你喜欢我,我喜欢你,但没人真正去试着了解对方..

中学时..
很不/有幸的,在个和尚中学..
不守规矩的和尚多之又多,也不之门路从何找出..
但还是存有着一个小小的"小狗"恋情..
被嘲笑得好残噢..

高中时..
回想起来,可能是太冲动了,或是思考被迷惑了..
嗨,也别提了,往事不堪回首..
学了一件事,女人不好惹..

以后..
以后的道路模糊一片,不知未来会带来舍么..
相信..深信.."她"一定在灯火岚山处..
等待..守候..那一天的到来..
该会是..将会是..美丽故事的起头..
一次就好..不用太多..因为破碎的心是很难弥补的..

但..
如上帝把你遗忘了..
月老的红线刚好用完了..
邱比特也休假去了..
哎哟,糟糕咯..

别气馁,别沮丧..
自己的幸福,要自己去争取..
早回自己..
红线自己拉..
..
..
..
但可别乱射噢!!!

哈哈,神经咯..

"向左走,向右走" ---梁咏琪..

Friday, September 12, 2003

PaRaNoRmAl..

Hehe juz came back from admiralty..Gonna slack a while online b4 starting work again..Sigh..

Anyway was surfing the sfogs website a few days ago, den came acros the topic on marbles in the forum..One such article kinda summarizes the discussion, or at least touch a bit on it..

"Never gave any serious thoughts about all those rolling marbles coming from upstairs late in the nite until I come onto this forum.

I have always thought it must be some kids doing it and quietly curse the parents for not disciplining them. There were occassions where it sounded almost like a bowling ball dropping and rolling across the room upstairs and I came so close to confronting them but as usual, being late in the nite and already half asleep in bed, I just put up with it as it usually last only a few minutes.

Now it seems that this is not a simple case of kids playing with marbles/bowling balls, not the usual kids at least. It's definitely not sheer coincidence that we have some many children living in HDB flats that like to play marbles in the middle of the nite. I have children of my own but they don't play with marbles. Come to think of it, most of my friends kids also don't have marbles in their inventory of toys becos it is a dangerous item as toddlers may swallow it by accident.

So who or what is making that noise?"

Well, i personally dun feel tt little kids will be playing marbles in the dead of the nite, when everyone's sleeping..Some other reasons were given too..

One practical explanation..
"the only time i have experienced this marble thingy before is when i sleep over at my uncles place at marine crescent....it does not create any creepy feelings but rather of curiosity...i always wonder who the hell would play marble at 2/3 am in the morning..i know i won't...but never put much thought to it...
i guess if u think about it logically, it could be the sound made by the contraction of metals...as u know, the concrete used in the building of walls and ceilings are bonded together with steel rods(reinforcement bars) these bars contracts and expand like all metals / it could even be the water pipes in the ceiling...the sound of the marbles could actually be the sound of metals contracting.....u might ask ..that the sound of metals contracting could never sound like marbles dropping ..it would definitely be more like creaking sound...but if u watched war movies where submarines are involved u will realise that this is quite possible...the submarines creaked and a metal hittin sound were made as the thing submerged in to water where pressure drop drastically...well this is just a theory anyway..i could not vouch for it's total truth either but it's worth thinkin about.."

Reasonable enuff, but seriously speaking, does the contraction and expansion of metal sounds like marbles rolling? Maybe..But wat abt the case of furnitures?

Less practical explanation..
"hello. First time here. Browsing and browsing and came across this topic. It sort of freaked me out, because I was chatting with a buddy once. He's a Malay and had attended some courses on natural healing or something with some holy religious teacher. This teacher told him that Djinns or genies still live among humans here, even in HDB flats, but they live in-between levels. Says if u keep hearing 'marble' sounds, it means the floor above is occpied. Donno how true. Scary huh? "

Hehe, scary, but possibly the truth..

Another possibility..
"i have been talking to this architect friend of mine. I told him about the marble issues. And here is his exlaination.

Its like they too are a bunch of superstitious fellow. So everytime they pile the metal pieces into the ground, they will cement a few marbles with it. So this will go on till the last piece of metal is pile it. by doing this, they are actually hoping the when at nite, the young spirits will play with the marbles instead of the people staying in the building, thats why u often hear sounds and stuff liddat at nite, even if u are living in a one story building.

But after hearing my explaination, do try to hear those sounds again....it seems that people who finally know the reasons....stop hearing these sounds....... "

So which one do u believe..?

Hehe, dun get nightmares hor...=)

"Shen Ah Jiu Jiu Wo!" --Chen Xiao Chun..
(Haha appropriate song?)

Tuesday, September 09, 2003

WaLk LeFt, WaLk RiGhT..

Sheesh..

Feeling unwell today so stayed at home all day..Slept for most of the time, now online a while trying to get back to daily life routine..Can't seem to start studying too..Even if i start, dun think i'll absorb much in this state..Sigh..Time running out liao..How? How? How?!?

Taking solace in the fact tt 'a's the one tt really matters, not prelims..Hmmm..Still..Haiya..

Watched "向左走,向右走" last nite, courtesy of the promotions gig by 933..Nice wud be an understatement..Tt show was awesome! Well for me anyway..Some cried coz of the misfortune of the cast, being unable to meet each other though they're always only a short distance apart from each other, yet others laughed at the various humorous dialogues and comments made by the cast..Well, at least it ended on a happy note, typical of most movies..Go watch the show ppl!! Even if it means sacrificing 2hrs of ur time..

Jac juz msged, telling me to take care and all tt..Funny thing is, i only told 1 person tt i'm not feeling well..Hmmm..

May be witnessing another union of the hearts within the class..Someone's been getting real close with another, studying together, sharing food and all the stuff..Haha, 南洋的女生真的有那么多魅力吗? We shall see..

Ok shall slack a while more, den try to start on revision..
Try..

"Song 2" ---Blur...

ReViSiOn..

Yeah..

Finally started on revision..Well not much, but it's a start..Hopefully can muster the strength to continue later, otherwise will continue to slack in front of com and tv..Sheesh..

Class's pretty "hot" this past week..Went out with them to eat pizza hut on tue, den on thurs went ktv..Haha sang till our throats were dry and voices hoarse..6 whole hrs, and only $50+! Wat a deal..

Was part of the crowd on the overbridge on thur, before going down "cha xuan"..Got the tic in the end, but it was from a female classmate who didn't wanna go..Left the queue halfway coz of the rampant queue-cutting..良心发现..Read the papers the next day, saw the whole report of the incident, which isn't really very +ve..Fren was telling me while i was leaving tt everyone was doing the same thing, so why care so much? Realised tt in the end it is this kinda attitude tt made ppl act the way they do..I stick to the belief tt one shud remain true to oneself, and stick to his principles..

Anyway, kinda screwed my exams so far..Hopefully can recover during the hols, or at least b4 the A's..The phrase "social conditioning" comes into mind again..In any society, the tots and actions of ppl are usually closely related to their surroundings..Witnessing all these now..Everyone's either busy revising or consulting tutors, asking them for advice..I mean, if there was no need for good grades to get a good job, abt how many ppl will be left in the library? C'mon, not everyone's born to study..Who act enjoys spending time slogging at work? Reality is cruel though, and forces ppl to be practical in their approaches towards life..

Well, tt's the sad fact..Sad, but true..Guess tt's part of the reason why games and novels are so popular among the enthusiasts..They kinda allow u to take on an entirely diff role from life, and lets u experience things otherwise unavailable in the real world..Some ppl say it's only a temporary escape, there's no point avoiding..*shrug* On the other hand, there are others who are able to learn and appreciate the complexity of the characters they assume, and hence derive new tots and feelings..

"情网" --张学友

Monday, September 01, 2003

ScH..

Haven't really been updating the od, been busy and all the stuff..

Prelims coming real soon..Haven't started on any revision though..Dun know wat i'm thinking la, juz dun feel like studying at all..

Interesting to realise how my life has turned out to be w/o cl..Juz whole days of lazing ard..Tt is, once my study momentum has broken..Sigh..Once fm mock's over, it's juz slacking and slacking and slacking..Btw got a d for it..Sheesh..

Passion for soccer's been stirred up again..Played on fri and sat, did cip for soccermania too..(Was on tv btw, haha..)Running thru comics too..Now look a bit like black pepper crab, a bit red and a bit black..

Hair's getting too long for comfort..Prob cut it during the hols..

Sch's coming to an end..So soon..12 yrs in all..Wonder wat's life like w/o sch..W/o uniforms..teachers..students..innocent joy and laughter..

Weird huh? Tt sometimes u hate to get up in the morning to go to sch, and yet at times u can't wait to meet ur frens..Haha guess this is really "失去了才懂得珍惜"..

18 yrs..Gonna be 19 in 6 mths' time..and 20 in 18 mths' time..Tt's 1/4 of my life gone..Wonder wat's it gonna be like in say 20 yrs' time? 40?

Ah..

"我吃的起苦"--动力火车..