TwEnTy..

Yup, i'm no longer a teenager, as wat my age may reflect.. But looking at me, ppl may not think so.. Act even if ppl looked deeper, they'll still find an inner child lurking inside me, shielding me from certain harsh realities in this world.. hmm maybe tt sounds a bit too serious, but i guess everyone should be in touch with their inner child, juz like a gentle reminder tt all isn't lost when it may seem to be.. rather, hope is always ard, juz like wat is presented in a child's smile..

Well 2ntm's finally over for now.. E guys are also coming back from ROC soon, so i guess e sleygay days in camp are kinda over le.. Hmm at least we'll finally be able to book out on weekends n finally enjoy some fresh air outside camp.. Oh well, good things dun really last long ya? If they did, den no one will appreciate dem..

Haha was juz looking thru e past entries randomly, n it's really kinda astonishing as to how army can change one's life.. Oh maybe, how growing up can be so..different.. Guess changes are part n parcel of life.. It's almost like a necessity, a norm in which we dun even notice it till we look back n start comparing.. Tots, feelings, relationships, frens, environment.. Sometimes it's really kinda sad, n maybe juz a bit regretful.. Hmm maybe it's thru all these tt ppl start to mature n become more sensible..

Well, tt's abt my two pence worth.. For now..

Happy birthday..

I'm BaCk..

Haha kinda took a long break eh? But dun think there's anyone who's really gonna miss this since it's sort of like an update thingy only, not sth tt u can read again n again ya? But kinda surprised by e sudden change in layout, which does makes it look kinda cool n funkier dan before..

Hmmm guess i won't be updating as often as i used to, prob juz add things when i really wan to.. Sort of like an avenue for me to release my tots.. Den again, some tots should nvr be seen by others too, so.. Hehe..

Anyway, for those who really missed me, haha juz a bit on wat i've been doing these few mths.. Basically it's been 2ntm all e way.. 2ntm stands for 2 hrs notice to move, it's a kind of standby only for certain units, confined in camp from tue to e following tue, juz getting ready to be activated in times of danger to e country.. Tt's why i've been quite lazy to update here.. it's a boring affair, n times outside camp's more precious den ever.. well as some of my frens should know, i've already missed quite a few major hols, including new year n valentine's day.. sigh..

well next week's prob gonna be e last 2ntm for quite some time, so hopefully i'll have more interesting things to write here.. if not, hmm, juz suck thumb ya?