Wednesday, November 15, 2006

stAnDiZaTiOn..

At first..

Count downs..

Stress meters..

Low confidence..

"Chui.."

Now..

Elimination..

Crashed..

Soon..

Jubilation..

Fun under the sun..

Wonderin why's everyone's thinking and saying the same things when in the end all their results are like going to be how good.. Really beginning to feel a bit fake to me, all the lack of studying and mugging tt ppl are portraying.. It isn't only now, think it's been in existence since sec sch..

No i take tt back, its really really fake..

Stop saying tt u nvr study when u've been spending more than half the time buried under the books.. wat's it gonna proof? is it going to heighten ur confidence? or is it to make others relax their guards of u, if there's any in the first place?

If u did study, say u did.. mean wat u say..

be real, be true to urself..

now it's time to reflect upon myself..

no one's perfect.. juz hope more ppl can get back in touch with their innocence..

where goes the purity of soul in today's society?

Sunday, November 12, 2006

ReVeLaTiOns..

Finally understood..

The pain.. The suffering.. Of indecision..

The impulse is.. so great it hurts..

The feeling's overwhelming..

Nvr expected it to come again.. Or is it diff this time..

The intensity, the frequency.. unspeakable..

Thou shalt no longer be confused..

Thou shalt make a move.. a decisive one..

And thou shalt be right.. No matter the future, coz it's the present tt matters..