BoRiNg...

This muz be the most boring blog ever.. And to think tt it's more than 2 yrs old.. Maybe they should terminate those blogs which dun get enuff hits.. Hehe juz kidding..

Haha guess i'm juz not tt interesting a person, or tt i'm juz plain lazy.. Den why try so hard to maintain, some may ask.. Well dun everyone like to look back in life and smile upon the exp? Well i know i do..

Anyway met up with quite a few jc faces during the last few days, really makes me think back of the good old schooling days.. It's really a pity tt we all have to grow up and move on.. Eventually there'll be lesser n lesser gathering times, more n more awkward silences, den poof, u dun get to see them anymore.. Sigh.. Depressing eh? Though the size of our island country does make it possible for u to bump into long lost frens along the roads, which will result in another awkward conversation n so..

Guess i'll start setting a date to refurbish e blog, so at least i'll come more often.. Will need a more permanent com though..

Oh the drive, the drive!!

Anyway been wanting to write a bio of sorts, but guess tt'll have to wait.. Again.. Hehe i'm quite a procrastinator eh?

BeLoVeD..

Oh well, life's like tt eh?

Another round of depression sets in rite before the weekend.. another mishap to my beloved.. Keep having doubts as to whether i should share when there's this nagging feeling tt ppl are taking advantage of my generosity.. Guess i do tt too sometimes, but i dun cut off a piece of flesh or anything like tt rite?

Sigh.. Why? Why muz this be happening to me? I mean, i dun really feel tt i've been a bad person, maybe juz a bit of naughty things now n den, but do i deserve this? Seriously, being good doesn't leave u with anything.. Ppl may take u for granted, or take advantage of u, but u can't do anything abt it, coz u're born tt way..

I guess there's really nth else to do but juz try to be optimistic, or stay ard the right company..

UpDaTeS..

Well, it's really kinda weird to be using dad's laptop to update here, coz it's interface is totally in traditional chinese n so alot of functions within the blog can't be understood.. Anyway juz here for a bit of update..

Had a week long break from camp juz recently, so went KL with the guys from camp.. Guess the only thing worth mentioning during the trip was the exp at KL Zouk, which was refreshing nonetheless.. Maybe more planning should be put in during the next overseas trip i guess.. Anyway had food poisoning from the last meal there, which wasn't very pleasant to say the very least..

UC was rite after that.. One week of hand-to-hand combat and break falls. and more to come during the coming week.. One wonders if we'll really be able to apply the techniques taught in real life, as in being able to pull it off against real-life opponents.. In any case, it'll be fun juz playing a fool with the guys ard i guess..

Was act thinking of writing a bio of sorts in here, but once u come down to it, u get kinda lazy.. Hmm.. I guess tt'll juz have to wait.. Hehe..

OpTiOnS..

Oh well, it's been nearly a mth.. As always i guess.. As in coming on here, ya? Kinda like an own personnal space for me to type down stuff and maybe do a little bit of reflection i guess.. hopefully.. Think i act mentioned it b4, but who really cares abt previous entries except for days when there's really nothing to do, which doesn't come much often nowadays..

Had quite a hectic mth i guess.. End to end weekends burnt, first from live-firing, den 2ntm den duties to serve.. Well at least it's all over now, and a week's break is wat all are looking forward to at the end of the mth.. A really well deserved break i muz say, and also one required for us to carry on with the next phase, and most prob the last phase of our ns lives.. hopefully anyway..

Anyway recently purchased a few dvds from across the borders, resulting in movie marathons back to back.. Finished up with a few shows tt i kinda missed during its airing times, n kinda satisfied with the progress.. Done with "Hikaru no Go" as well, which is a fantastic anime, save maybe for the ending.. Hoping for it's sequel soon i guess.. Think the only thing left untouched on the list would be games, which's quite a prob from the situation i'm in now.. oh well, things dun usually go the way u plan, but there's bound to be a way out of it..

Boredom's setting in.. And time spent staring into empty spaces is becoming longer and longer with each second.. hmmm guess i'tll have to end here.. another short update again..

really wish life will start changing for the better.. wonder if tt's really up to oneself..

tOtS..

it's prob time..

maybe.. juz maybe..

twenty.. such a magical number..

age isn't really a big thing since u are wat u think u are.. but den again..

we're living in a world tt's pretty much unforgiving..

if u're slow, u're gone..
if u're unreceptive to new ideas, u're gone..
if u dun constantly upgrade urself, u're gone too..
the list goes on and on..

those tt adapt well gets to the top; those who dun, well u see them ard in various degrees act..

so wat can we do? it ain't as easy as slaying monsters in RPGs, or shooting down bots in FPSs..

the world is out there, it's juz up to ppl, whether they wanna take the well-trodden route, or paved their own way out..

it's prob time..

maybe.. juz maybe..

ReBiRth..

Well, in a few ways, yes.. But u can prob view it as a new beginning as well, since a new lease of life was given, of sorts.. Haha..

Been starting to relive the good old days of magic back in camp, and it's quite amusing to see so many players of the same era, starting and stopping the game at ard the same time period, and den suddenly picking it up again.. It's act kinda like u rewatching all the cartoons that u used to watch when u were young, or rummaging through the toys that u once played.. Well, we don't live forever, and memories die hard ya? Esp the good old childhood days when there ain't any of the worries that adults face..

Finally got my PSP, after so many months of pondering and waiting and saving.. So many functions, so many games, but juz so little time, space and money.. It's really kinda amazing that wat our technology can produce nowadays, with all the smart phones, PDAs and other small small gadgets that pack quite a punch.. Really hard to imagine ten years back, when handphones were the size of bricks, and handheld gaming platforms were restricted to Tetris games..

Watched 2 movies for the past 2 weeks, and they ain't ur normal kind of entertainment movies.. One was on 3 kinds of love on 3 diff stages of life, the other, well the old old story abt the battle between good and evil.. Not exactly wat i had in mind to watch when i went to the theatres, but den again, it's a welcomed break from all the blood and gore, or the hugs and kisses, or the guns and swords.. Well u get the picture..

A simple quote from the last movie..

"It's easy to banish the light from within, but it's difficult to destroy the darkness surrounding.."

oNe MoNtH..

Hehe nth much to put in here.. Really.. But ain't gonna juz end e entry this way, haha so gonna be crapping a bit..

Anyway juz a bit of update.. Juz booked out not long ago, at ard 11.. Guess this's e first time tt e coy booked out so late, not forgetting the fact tt there weren't any fresh air for the past week.. Y? u might wonder.. Well, i'm act wondering abt tt as well.. Guess it's juz e way some ppl work.. Or maybe as ppl sometimes put it, "some black sheeps in the crowd".. Oh well..

Well, if it's gonna be like this, and u ain't gonna have any power to change it, y not juz live with it? No point getting frustrated over it when in the end, u can juz look back and laugh at it? Haha.. Hopefully tt is..

Com's down btw.. The usual one i mean.. Now using dad's all chinese com, which i'm surprise tt i'm act using quite well.. Den again, guess it's high time to invest in a new com hehe..

Hmm.. No pt in trying to puke when u haven't eaten anything, so guess i'll prob juz end off here.. Unless there're ppl out there who's so keen on knowing my daily routine and all tt, well in tt case.. Hehe i've only 3 words..

Juz too bad.. Haha.. Catch me another time, and u'll prob be lucky haha..

BaCk FoR mOrE???

Oh well, i know it's really a long long break this time, but u know, as they always say, good things are worth the wait.. haha.. guess u can consider the absence a dry spell of sort, but now.. we're ready to rumble!! Sort of .. Hehe..

Ok there hasn't really been anything much happenings during these few mths, prob juz some air flights here and there, in and out of the country worth mentioning hehe.. Maybe tat's where i'll touch on.. first trip was to taiwan, and i guess there's really nothing to complain abt the place at all.. Good food, great shopping paradises, easy communication and accessibility to places.. Taiwan has almost everything that i hold precious in life, namely comics, food and games.. Was act thinking of emigrating there, but then again there's this nagging height issue, the only "low point" for me i think.. Why are all the taiwanese girls so tall?!? Not that it really matters to the sight but den, yup, eh.. All those in my state should know wat i'm talking abt.. Hopefully..

Next trip was down under to Indonesia.. Though there was a 3 week buffer in b/w, but considering the flurry of activities during those weeks, think u can say that i went on back to back trips.. Not that i'm complaining, no.. Who will if he's asked to slack? Haha.. Well Indonesia's not as bad as a certain someone was describing prior to the trip.. Their currency may not have much power as compared to us, but their way and style of living ain't inferior to us.. Where we lived, there was a an air of innocence felt throughout the place.. Ppl were friendly and hospitable, and were genuinely sincere in wanting to make friends with us.. There isn't much tussle or power struggle as u can see back here, or maybe we were juz too sheltered during the trip, but nevertheless we saw true, unbreakable bonds b/w the soldiers there, forged during the years of real fighting side by side with each other.. That'll be sth that we can never, and will never hope to emulate..

Anyway squeezing 2 mths of events into one entry is juz like having a summary for a 400 page novel.. Will prob add in the itty gritty details during the next few entries.. That is, if my memory still serves me well.. Hehe..

bUsY bUsY..

Hehe my long awaited entry.. Sorry, but been really busy these few weeks, so really can't find time for anything else other than work.. n i mean work in camp.. haven't had much time with outside life, n haven't been meeting up with frens outside to.. sorry sorry, betcha u all miss me rite? haha..

anyway juz a bit of update.. oh well, tt's wat blogs are for rite, so tt was quite redundant.. heck tt.. so, been performing e dreaded 2ntm duties for e past week, ain't exactly wat i call enjoyable as compared to e previous few done.. have to thanked e impending msd check for tt.. sheesh.. well at least it's over, so can finally heave a sigh of relieve..

n i've found another interest to pursue.. oh well, act it's juz a rekindle of passion i guess.. immersed in worlds of fantasy, of myths n legends, of heros n maidens, of demons n dragons n so on n so forth.. addiction would be pretty close to e state i'm in now.. n it's really kinda funny to know tt ppl who were close to me are act doing e same thing rite now, or recently.. maybe i'm juz thinking too much..

btw i'll be leaving for taiwan soon.. 29 of may in fact.. finally get to travel once more, n it's e best of e saf trips.. hope to be able to make the trip a real fruitful one..

n to all my frens out there, i'll be missing u..

PrOgReSs...

Hehe first time using blogspot to update my entries, so guess i'm still a rookie in here.. Lots of function tt i'm unsure of, so it's gonna be as plain as.. well, a blank piece of paper, or a glass of water, which ever sounds more dull n uninteresting.. Well act, things ain't as boring as they seem act, depending on e feeling of e person looking at it.. Plain water may juz taste as great as a few hundred yr old wine, if e person drinking it thinks tt way.. Juz a penny for ur tots ya?

Well, guess i'm making some progress in my life.. Little, but no doubt progress.. Act finished certain things tt i set out to do, n more has been planned.. Juz kinda lacking in time now.. Now tt everything's back to normal in camp, n with e impending msd check, all is not well in camp.. Everything's law by law now, n any illegal stuffs are strictly prohibited .. Oh well, tt means alot of things can't be accomplished, such as watching my vcds n dvds in camp.. Sheesh..

Need time.. money.. organisation..

TwEnTy..

Yup, i'm no longer a teenager, as wat my age may reflect.. But looking at me, ppl may not think so.. Act even if ppl looked deeper, they'll still find an inner child lurking inside me, shielding me from certain harsh realities in this world.. hmm maybe tt sounds a bit too serious, but i guess everyone should be in touch with their inner child, juz like a gentle reminder tt all isn't lost when it may seem to be.. rather, hope is always ard, juz like wat is presented in a child's smile..

Well 2ntm's finally over for now.. E guys are also coming back from ROC soon, so i guess e sleygay days in camp are kinda over le.. Hmm at least we'll finally be able to book out on weekends n finally enjoy some fresh air outside camp.. Oh well, good things dun really last long ya? If they did, den no one will appreciate dem..

Haha was juz looking thru e past entries randomly, n it's really kinda astonishing as to how army can change one's life.. Oh maybe, how growing up can be so..different.. Guess changes are part n parcel of life.. It's almost like a necessity, a norm in which we dun even notice it till we look back n start comparing.. Tots, feelings, relationships, frens, environment.. Sometimes it's really kinda sad, n maybe juz a bit regretful.. Hmm maybe it's thru all these tt ppl start to mature n become more sensible..

Well, tt's abt my two pence worth.. For now..

Happy birthday..

I'm BaCk..

Haha kinda took a long break eh? But dun think there's anyone who's really gonna miss this since it's sort of like an update thingy only, not sth tt u can read again n again ya? But kinda surprised by e sudden change in layout, which does makes it look kinda cool n funkier dan before..

Hmmm guess i won't be updating as often as i used to, prob juz add things when i really wan to.. Sort of like an avenue for me to release my tots.. Den again, some tots should nvr be seen by others too, so.. Hehe..

Anyway, for those who really missed me, haha juz a bit on wat i've been doing these few mths.. Basically it's been 2ntm all e way.. 2ntm stands for 2 hrs notice to move, it's a kind of standby only for certain units, confined in camp from tue to e following tue, juz getting ready to be activated in times of danger to e country.. Tt's why i've been quite lazy to update here.. it's a boring affair, n times outside camp's more precious den ever.. well as some of my frens should know, i've already missed quite a few major hols, including new year n valentine's day.. sigh..

well next week's prob gonna be e last 2ntm for quite some time, so hopefully i'll have more interesting things to write here.. if not, hmm, juz suck thumb ya?

nEw YeAr...

i guess tt's it... it's a whole new yr...

ain't feeling it's significance this yr, guess it's partly due to army.. or e lack of attitude.. haiz.. i'm spouting rubbish... kinda missing some guys whom i haven't seen for quite some time.. it's hard to organise outings nowadays too, guess tt's y it's so..

argh..

gonna be stuck in camp for e whole next week.. guess tt sums up e frustration of these few weeks? oh man..

isn't there somebody out ther who'll come n save me???

not if i'm gonna remain so.. plastic..

oh well.. truth hurts, life sucks.. there, u have it...