BeLoVeD..

Oh well, life's like tt eh?

Another round of depression sets in rite before the weekend.. another mishap to my beloved.. Keep having doubts as to whether i should share when there's this nagging feeling tt ppl are taking advantage of my generosity.. Guess i do tt too sometimes, but i dun cut off a piece of flesh or anything like tt rite?

Sigh.. Why? Why muz this be happening to me? I mean, i dun really feel tt i've been a bad person, maybe juz a bit of naughty things now n den, but do i deserve this? Seriously, being good doesn't leave u with anything.. Ppl may take u for granted, or take advantage of u, but u can't do anything abt it, coz u're born tt way..

I guess there's really nth else to do but juz try to be optimistic, or stay ard the right company..

UpDaTeS..

Well, it's really kinda weird to be using dad's laptop to update here, coz it's interface is totally in traditional chinese n so alot of functions within the blog can't be understood.. Anyway juz here for a bit of update..

Had a week long break from camp juz recently, so went KL with the guys from camp.. Guess the only thing worth mentioning during the trip was the exp at KL Zouk, which was refreshing nonetheless.. Maybe more planning should be put in during the next overseas trip i guess.. Anyway had food poisoning from the last meal there, which wasn't very pleasant to say the very least..

UC was rite after that.. One week of hand-to-hand combat and break falls. and more to come during the coming week.. One wonders if we'll really be able to apply the techniques taught in real life, as in being able to pull it off against real-life opponents.. In any case, it'll be fun juz playing a fool with the guys ard i guess..

Was act thinking of writing a bio of sorts in here, but once u come down to it, u get kinda lazy.. Hmm.. I guess tt'll juz have to wait.. Hehe..