nO mOrE..

I'm sorry..

Sorry for those who believed in me..
Sorry for the doubts tt i have..
Sorry for slacking off..
Sorry for being stupid..

Sorry..

人生最大...

人生...
最大的敌人是自己
最大的失败是自大
最大的无知是欺骗
最大的悲哀是嫉妒
最大的错误是自弃
最可佩服的是精进
最大的破产是绝望
最大的财富是健康
最大的债务是情债
最大的礼物是宽恕
最大的缺欠是碑志
最大的欣慰是布施
最可怜的心情是自卑
最大的罪过是自欺欺人

笑一笑没烦恼

一笑烦恼跑
二笑怒气消
三笑憾是也
四笑病魔逃
五笑永不老
六笑乐逍遥
时常开口笑
寿比南山高

SNR..

S - Gifted, talented.. Yet still motivated by the one goal he seek..

N - Playful, doesn't think much, but lots of potential, and believes in his ways..

R - Genius at working hard, someone who tries to eventually overtake the natural genius..

So which one are u?

cHaNgE..

Everything's changing.. Illusion, or reality?

Mindset.. Behavior.. Matters?

Affairs are tiring.. yet enriching at the same time.. and fruitful..

At wat expense?

Stick to ur beliefs.. follow ur heart..

Why be so serious with life? u're not gonna get out of it alive..

Come on, it's time for a really big dosage of the "smile" medicine..

And i mean, really big..

S iS fOr...

Sad

Sian

Sux

dOuBtS..

I guess.. it doesn't really matter to me as well..

Believe..

One day.. the pup will have his day..

sImPle.

All i wan.. is a simple life..

Where smiles are constantly on..

Where everyday is to be looked forward to..

Where the only tears.. are tears of joy and happiness..

Cast away the worries.. cast away the fears..

Coz u're dun have to bear the burden of it all..

Share it.. Dun keep it in..

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Let's juz keep things simple..

ThRoBiNg..

Throbbing..

Throbbing..

Thumb..

S iS fOr..

shy

stupid

super

sonic

shag

shen

slack

anymore?

hUnK vS pUpPiE..

not a hunk.. juz a puppie..

n a shy little one as well..

busted knee and elbow joints..

lack of sleep..

lack of energy..

lack of time..

...

another two pence for u..

wIlL..

The race is not to the swift, but to those who keep on running..
N i have legs that can outrun bikes and cars..

kAi..

fIrE..

佛也有火..

龙..

自古以来，象征力量的龙有两种意思..

一个就是君临天下的皇帝..

另一个就是从百姓之中产生的..

英雄..

sMiLe..

With every sunset, there's a sunrise..

Smile..

With every thunderstorm, there's a clear sky..

Smile..

With every passing, there's an entrance of a new life..

Smile..

With every moment of sadness, there's happiness coupled with it..

Smile..

If u dun experience the lows, how would u know abt the highs?

Smile..

Coz you'll always look nicer when u smile..

棋子...

我像是一颗棋
进退任由你决定
我不是你眼中唯一将领
却是不起眼的小兵
When slaves are forced into the corner,
我像是一颗棋子
来去全不由自己
举手无回你从不曾犹豫
我却受控在你手里
The lowest lifeform will overthrow the Emperor..

wHiMpErInGs..

Sleep deprived.. guess it's the same for all others..

7th week into the sem..

number of subjects : 4 cores, 1 elective

amt of knowledge absorbed : zilch

why? 16 March 2008..

not really complaining, juz a bit sian tt i hit rock bottom today by having my head smash on the table during lesson..

pls laugh, coz i think it's funny too.. hehe..

all the sweat, tears, blood.. how many witnesses are there to see the amt of effort we put in?

how many appreciates it all? or even juz a little bit?

the pain, the frustration..

the sacrifices we have to make.. insurmountable..

but i believe the juice is worth e squeeze..

so pls endure.. pls hold on..

believe in yourself.. coz i believe in you..

笑...

一笑解千愁..
如有更多，就让我带给你欢笑..

tWo PeNcE wOrTh..

This is it.. My two pence worth..

Well, maybe the two pence of alot of other ppl out there..

Prove it, i shall..

To all those who think size matters, think again..

a WaLk To ReMeMbEr...

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

fRiEnDs..

If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend..
I will sail my vessel, till the river runs dry...
If you live to be a hundred,
I want to live to be a hundred minus one day,
so I never have to live without you..
The highest mountains i will climb..
True friendship is like sound health;
the value of it is seldom known until it is lost..
The deepest oceans i will dive..
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out..
Till the end of world..
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend.
Till the end of time..
Strangers are just friends waiting to happen.
Friends are the Bacon bits in the Salad Bowl of Life..
Come what may..
Friendship is one mind in two bodies..
There will always be..
I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay..
Someone honest..
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them,
I'd be at the bottom to catch them..
and shy..
Everyone hears what you say.
Friends listen to what you say.
Best friends listen to what you don't say..
But gentle..
We all take different paths in life,
but no matter where we go,
we take a little of each other everywhere..
and kind..
My father always used to say that when you die,
if you've got five real friends, then you've had a great life..
Waiting..
Hold a true friend with both your hands..
and waiting..
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart
and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words..
For your everlasting smile..

eVeRy DoG hAs ItS dAy...

Every dog has its day...

so when's mine?

HoPe FlOaTs...

When life fell apart, love fell into place...

ShOuLd I sTaY...

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Even though I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh… should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

潇洒走一回...

我拿青春赌明天

你用真情换此生

岁月不知人间多少的忧伤

何不潇洒走一回

eMpTy..

Not much left in me..

The constant draining and straining..

Not.. much.. left..

Knowledge is not power..

FaIrYtAlEs..

Is "Happily Ever After" only in fairytales?

pHiLoSoPhIeS..

Out of sync doesn't mean anything, it's what makes an individual an individual..

Which means i dun like myself as much as the unique u..

Oh well.. there's still a long way to go.. Hehe..

tHe GuArDiAn..

So others may live...

小狗狗的心声...

自掘坟墓...?

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

情绪有如海浪般...

波涛汹涌，起伏不定...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

气量，好小，好小...

柠檬，好酸，好酸...

利针，一根接一根，刺进肋骨...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

好痛，好痛...

cOnFeSsIoNs Of ThE hEaRt..

Like salt on wound..

10 cents worth..

Immense..

lIfE iS tRaNsIeNt..

The great manipulators..

Circumstances.. Situations.. Surroundings..

Or the restrictive education that inhibits a more loving society?

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At this point in life, who do u care abt the most?

f..

Glad to have known u guys..

Appreciate every second..

Love every moment..

And in all the years to come, down the road, we'll still stand by one another, juz as we did on the fateful green turf..

Cheers to the Hopes!

tHrEe

Rule of 3..

fEeL..

But i'm no Langdon..



Tt's me..

TeArDrOpS oN mY gUiTaR...

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

CnY...

Chinese New Year..

Break? Haha not really.. Work's been piling up, quite alot to clear during this "break"..

Well, at least there isn't any "sleepless in SRC" for 5 days.. Though muz say tt i kinda enjoy training these few days.. At least, some parts of it..

Looking, and not looking forward to the date.. On one hand wanna give it all, on the other dun wanna see the days go..

Oh well, shall not lament over it.. it's the festive season for goodness sake..

Happy Chinese New Year ppl!

RaNdOm AtTaCkS..

The return of the weird blue birds..

Systematic pecking of the barriers..

Or is there a hidden meaning to it?

Time will tell..

始... 终...

有始有终...

做人，处事...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

尾... 没了...也不知是何时，开始厌倦...

可能是有了其他的兴趣...

但尾不曾被遗忘...

只不过没再提起...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

想法的衍变...渐渐，但毫无疑问...

成长的过程，难以抵挡...

终点虽一致，但路是自己走的...

别被命运作弄，别被事物摆布...

掌握在手中的，可是自己的旅程表...

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

找会自己的纯真...

漫游世界...

笑傲江湖...

SiMpLe..

Been a long time.. But still the same..

Familar voices, familar lameness, familar jokes..

Can nvr really descibe how i love u guys so so much, even after so long..

Maybe tt's wat's known as true frens..

Even though we may be going through different phases of life..

Even though we dun see each other as often nowadays..

But we're still concern abt each other, no matter the circumstances..

Juz.. a lack of time..

But the thought is there, n i believe we are strong enuff to pass thru these testing times..

On a lighter note, here's wishing a Happy Birthday to the cat!

迷...

难以捉摸...

是喜？ 是悲？

只己知，无他人...

浪漫的开始，还是恶梦的前兆？

嗨！

人生道路波折重重，来一盏明亮的红绿灯，也好办事多了...

时间... 宽容...

In ThE eNd..

Lost..

Like in a maze without start or end..

With 50 feet high hedges..

If only i can fly.. sky high..

Wings of faith..

HaLf TiMe..

And the puppie is down for the count..

Fatigue and exhausted.. The lack of rest..

Plus the constant baring of fangs from the big bad wolf..

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The light..

The beacon of hope..

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Dilemma..

Think a toilet break is in order..

RoUnD 3..

Fatal 4 way..?

No..

Triple threat with special referee haha..

RoUnD 2

Scotty doesn't know...

RoUnD 1..

Nothing much can be done.. honestly..

nothing to compare.. nothing to fight with..

believe.. the only thing keeping me going..

trust.. faith.. hope..

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how does a puppie fight against an oncoming barrage of wolves?

sEnSiTiVe..

It happened again..

Different circumstances, same outcome..

Overflowing expectations?

prob a lack of committment..

growing up.. it's quite a wondorous thing.. more so if u're watching it..

give me a reason, n i'll give u my very best ever..

ThE nItE..

Emotions run wild.. literally..

a day tt started with little sleep..

a little conversion in the afternoon..

a little warmup in the evening..

a little emotional outburst..

n the show still has to go on..

simple, but effective..

believe, n everything shall fall into place..

simple as that..

a job well done guys.. really appreciate the effort..

pRoGrEsS..

More.. n more..

Slowly.. But surely..

This is it..

eMoTiOnS..

Volcanic eruption..

Avalanches..

A lack of control.. So everything fell apart..

I guess there's still alot of the human lesson tt i'll need to learn..

Which includes some other parts as well..

pIzZa..

a lack of expression..

or prob it's the "being watched" feeling that keeps things inside or from coming out..

hmm.. an inherent need to look good?

tt's superficial.. n it sux..

from the way things are, alot of little little details will be gone forever..

like an upside-down pizza with the toppings falling off one by one, in the end, u're only left with the crust.. simple, plain and bland..

how abt a bit of spice?

pRoPhEcY...

predictions, or game plan?

or juz pure luck?

so when do u go with ur instincts, n when do u follow tried n tested formulas?

or maybe it's juz sth tt cannot be helped..

u win some, u lose some.. tt's karma..

MeRrY cHrIsTmAs!!!

Well when's a better time to blog den xmas eve?

nothing much on the mind to think abt, nobody to bother u with other stuff..

Hehe.. Hopefully tt'll last all the way..

I am glad.. Now i hope to be happy..

And all i wan for Xmas is..

Peace..

7 REASONS WHY NOT TO MESS WITH CHILDREN

A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales.

The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow
a human
because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very
small.

The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale.

Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a
human; it
was physically impossible.

The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah".

The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?"

The little girl replied, "Then you ask him".





A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while
they
were drawing.

She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work.

As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked
what the
drawing was.

The girl replied, "I'm drawing God."

The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like."

Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl
replied,
Someone will in a minute."





A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with her
five
and six year olds.

After explaining the commandment to "honour" thy Father and thy
Mother, she
asked, "Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our
brothers
and sisters?"

Without missing a beat one little boy (the oldest of a family)
answered,
Thou shall not kill."





One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the
dishes at
the kitchen sink.

She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair
sticking out in contrast on her brunette head.

She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of
your
hairs white, Mum?"

Her mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong
and make
me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white."

The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then
said,
Mum, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white?"





The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to
persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture.

"Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown
up and
say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a
doctor.


A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the
teacher,
she's dead."





A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood.

Trying to make the matter clearer, she said, "Now, class, if I stood
on my
head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red
in the
face."

"Yes," the class said.

"Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary
position
the blood doesn't run into my feet?"

A little fellow shouted, "Cause your feet ain't empty."





The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary
school
for lunch.

At the head of the table was a large pile of apples.

One of the nuns made a note, and posted it on the apple tray: "Take
only
ONE . God is watching."

Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table
was a
large pile of chocolate chip cookies.

A child had written a note, "Take all you want. God is watching the
apples.

QuEsTiOnS tO pOnDeR...

First Question:

You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in?





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Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second!

Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK?

Second Question:
If you overtake the last person, then you are...? (scroll down)



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Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?


You're not very good at this, are you?






Third Question:
Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only . Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it.



Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add an other 1000 . Now add 30. Add another 1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000. Now add 10. What is the total?


Scroll down for answer.....









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Did you get 5000 ?

The correct answer is actually 4100.



If you don't believe it, check it with a calculator! Today is definitely not your day, is it? Maybe you'll get the last question right... Maybe.



Fourth Question:

Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter?







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Did you Answer Nunu? NO! Of course it isn't.
Her name is Mary. Read the question again!



Okay, now the bonus round:

A mute person goes into a shop and wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing his teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done.
Next, a blind man comes into the shop who wants to buy a pair of sunglasses; how does HE indicate w! hat he wants?









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He just has to open his mouth and ask...
It's really very simple.

ShAy..

What would you do - Shay's story.


Two Choices

What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line,
there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled
children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would
never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its
dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by
outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot
understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?'

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically
and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other
people treat that child.'

Then he told the following story:

Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, 'Do you think they'll let me play?'
Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like
Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were
allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not
expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for
guidance and said, 'We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.'

Shay struggled over to the team's bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt. His Father watched with a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs but
was still behind by three. In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a
glove andplayed in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he
was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as his father waved to him from the stands. In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay's team scored again. Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was
scheduled to be next at bat.

At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win
the game? Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat. Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn't even know how to hold
the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the plate, the pitcher, recognizing that
the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay's life,
moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make
contact. The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed. The
pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards
Shay. As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over. The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman. Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game. Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman's head, out of reach of all team mates. Everyone from the stands and both teams
started yelling, 'Shay, run to first! Run to first!' Never in his life had
Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base. He scampered down
the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, 'Run to second, run to second!' Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it
to the base. By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right
fielder had the ball ... the smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team. He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher's
intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the
third-baseman's head. Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the
runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, 'Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay'
Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to
help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, 'Run to third! Shay, run to third!'

As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, 'Shay, run home! Run home!' Shay ran to
home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the
grand slam and won the game for his team.
'That day', said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face,
'the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world'.


Shay didn't make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making his father so happy, and
coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

UnMoUlD...

Save the cheerleader, save the world..

While you're at it, maybe make it spectacular as well..

Hehe..

ThOrNs N rOsEs..

Life's full of thorns and roses..

So how abt some more flowers n less pricks?

TwInKle..

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky!
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

When the blazing sun is gone,
When he nothing shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

Then the traveler in the dark,
Thanks you for your tiny spark,
He could not see which way to go,
If you did not twinkle so.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

In the dark blue sky you keep,
And often through my curtains peep,
For you never shut your eye,
Till the sun is in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

As your bright and tiny spark,
Lights the traveller in the dark,—
Though I know not what you are,
Twinkle, twinkle, little star.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

FrEsHiE nO mOrE..

It's finally over.. The days of yonder..

It's been a real hectic month of july.. Camps after camps after camps..

Army.. Business.. Hall..

Now tt it's over, time to start work i guess..

Though the feeling still stays for another year.. Will still be looking forward to next year's foc.. and all those fun times to come..

Hehe.. Freshie no more, but once a freshie, always a freshie..

To all my dearest freshies, gambatte for the coming year!

eVeNtFuL..

Eventful..

Juz.. eventful..

I mean, it's juz not ur normal day of activities.. Everyone of it had a different connotation, and i mean really different..

We all live n stay in this small island of Singapore, but the events and experiences tt we have are like heaven and earth apart..

same same, but different.. haha really wanted to type tt..

gosh.. how happening can u get..

guess i'm used to it since army days, with all the diff walks of ppl.. hmm..

n i have to say, a job well-done.. though the journey is still long.. some may nvr reach the end, but do remember the comrades tt once thread the same path as u..

believe..

rAnDoM..

Was juz thinking tt it's getting a bit quiet here recently, while other "neighbours" are so full of their lives and inner thoughts.. hey, i'm juz simple ok?

or maybe juz lazy and boring haha..

to think tt i used to blabber non-stop.. each day was almost half a page long.. my gosh..

less words, more actions?

actually for this place to last for so long it's quite miraculous.. haven't really heard of anyone who's been blogging for tt long hehe..

anyway the gates of hell beckons once again.. kinda having mixed feelings.. training will be tough as usual, but it'll prob shield me from the harsh cruel world outside.. humans are juz fickle.. they'll always think the grass is greener on the other side.. even though i dun think many ppl step on grss nowadays..

den it's camps.. and camps.. and camps.. its high time to psych up once again i guess.. enthusiasm doesn't last, flames of passion needs to be rekindled.. so think i need some encouragement..

believe in it..

tRaNsItIoN..

busy..

really busy..

and i can't even remember wat i'm busy with..

sian..

when will life ever be the same again?

time.. money.. sleep..

i miss u guys so, so much..

WhIrLdWiNd..

guess tt's it..

14 pts.. haha..

seems like they really dun wan ppl in the west to enjoy hall life at all..

sheesh.. adults.. they juz think in their shoes instead of putting themselvs in others.. why? cannot fit in ar? tell me, i get one from thailand for u..

nvm.. not gonna let it affect the mood for the day.. as like sometime ago back in thailand hehe..

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it's somehow.. different..

more.. soothing.. more comfortable..

is this it?

one does wonder when will the ache stop.. hmmm..

CoNnEcTed!!!

Finally!!!

Laptop's finally up and running.. Been like a month plus? Sheesh.. so many things gone, so many things left hanging.. I guess it's one big karma.. Nvm guess it's juz a bad period..

Photos all gone.. Tt's gotta be one of the biggest impact i guess.. Plus all the oldies tt i spent hours downloading.. Hmm.. sorry guys, Japan and Thai trip gotta wait a little hehe..

Everything's so unsettled now.. Neither here nor there.. Moving things back to home ain't such an easy task with another brother moving back at the same time.. Headache for my mum i guess.. Big headache.. So much more food to prepare at the very least hehe..

Plus the internet connection.. Only get to blog these coz bro's finally done with the cable.. Think we need a router soon.. or now in fact..

Missing you..

Thinking of you..

Are you doing the same thing as well?

ExAmS..

Hey to all of u unfortunate souls out there like me..

Good luck in ur exams! Know it's gonna be tough, but the sun will always shine after the rain hehe..

FeElInGs..

A word to describe it all:

Exhilaration..

A place?

Hmm, prob the top of the world is still not high enuff..

This..

is..

it..

Hehe..

ChAmPiOnS!!!

Wat a day..

Wat a gift..

Champions.. Cheerobics 2007..

Enuff said..

MiSfOrtuNe..

Haha juz another random post..

Let's see..

Knocked on the head..

Kicked above the groin..

Abrasion at the butt..

Scratched at the back..

Think tt kinda sums up the training for me hehe..

ReCoGnItIoN..

I'm juz a normal person after all..

Living in this world.. With this world.. With all the other ppl..

Recognition.. Fame.. Is it all tt important?

My feelings say no.. but my heart's inclined otherwise..

I guess ppl would wan their hard work to be recognized.. Tt is, at least someone appreciates the effort put in, even though they may have not expected anything in return in the first place.. But is there truely anyone who can achieve tt? Is there really any incentive in doing sth tt ppl would not even appreciate?

Congrats to those who have done tt, i'm really proud of u.. Coz i'm a failure in tt department i guess.. Though i'm still striving to get out of the mentality as well..

Do for a passion, do for urself.. Anything else is but a bonus..

There's bound to be someone out there who sees it.. n someday, juz someday..

GoLd!!!

Haha a bit late in the updating, but better late den nvr..

N YES WE GOT THE FIRST SPORTS GOLD OF THE YEAR!!! Victory's extremely sweet after a bad showing at the last IHG.. Plus the fact tt we took out the bananas in the finals with a convincing scoreline of 3 - 1.. IVP keeper and all couldn't match the newly revived spirit of the maroon army man.. Luck's finally changing yeah!

Well, most of the event's finally over..

...CNY dinner, which saw quite a few seniors come back to relive the days in hall, plus a bit of jam-n-hop session, as usual.. Well guess the most interestin thing was to see how ppl act diff under the influence of alcohol.. Hehe the nite of the long-tongue superwoman..

...Nite cycling, well, was fun and disastrous at the same time.. hmm guess it's mostly due to the strong brakes of the rented bikes which sent many exp cyclist flying, yes flying.. worse of was a broken arm and well, a smashed cornetto, but it was really a great scene for the cameras hehe..

...Kayaking turned out to be a trip back for me as we sailed against the tide to Hendon.. The weather was threatening so didn't really get very far after tt, but many still became pretty cooked under the hot sun initially.. Sore arms, tanned skins, but all in all a great day topped up by Changi V's Nasi Lemak! Haha..

Hmm nothing much to look forward to le, except for Cheerobics at the end of this month.. After tt, well it's time to hit the books..

Till den..

LuCkY!!!

Hmm juz came back from Megafest.. Pretty tired after all the preparations n sales of the sausages.. Not to mention the carrying of ppl to the dunk pool n also struggling to get out of the dunking situation.. But it was really worthwhile to be able to see so many familiar faces congregating at the carpark, both seniors n juniors alike.. hehe won a 80bg harddrive as well, though it act belongs to another person who passed me his/her ticket but i kinda forgot who.. Serious!

Some updates from the past.. Nothing really very interesting after HO opening ended, except for the celebration BBQ down at 47.. hehe think we had a record number of photos taken there.. n think it probably marked the start of the meals tt the girls can finally consume without any worries abt their weight haha..



N project superstar came early!! Haha got to perform at Indoor Stadium to support Diya, n a free show came with it, n not forgetting the 2 free bottles of Hoyu hairdye wahaha.. Shuang!



But fun's prob over soon.. Workload's starting to pile up, n tutor's not very pleased with our lack of reading.. hehe time to pull up some socks.. though i think it's kinda hard now tt ankle socks' the norm haha..

MiA..

Juz wanna give some credit to the logo team who spent many a night to come up with the super zai design but sadly couldn't see the light of the day due to time constraints.. Hehe..

RaNdOm BaRkInGs..

Guess this is the time when u juz feel like putting some feelings down, n den move on for a long time b4 coming back to review wat u've put down previously.. as i mentioned, random barkings hehe..

Been like a month since the last update, but life still hasn't really changed much act.. There're still games left to be played, events to be planned.. Well, now there's the addition of tutorials to do n lectures to attend.. sian.. guess it's all part n parcel of growing up.. juz wondering why some ppl can get all the time to go out n chill.. prob coz i'm weird..

Been feeling things tt i've nvr really felt b4.. The revelation of the real society? the innate feelings of man presenting its full weight upon me.. nvm, i may be shy, but i can be super at times hehe.. juz dun go beyond the limit..

com's coming in 2 days' time.. really wan everything to be smooth sailing.. but guess tt's going to be everyone's wish anyway.. after tt will prob go back to our daily routine, but there's still more install for me.. haiz.. think i really need to give myself a break haha.. break a leg man!!!

let bygones be bygones.. it's a brand new yr.. learn from the past, fight for the future, live the present to the fullest!!!

LoNeLy ChRiStMaS...

Back in hall.. Training..

Slept almost all of eve.. N eve's eve.. totally burnout..

Now down with flu..

Sigh..

Wat a Christmas..

Wat a holiday..

N to all the lonely souls out there.. Knowest tt you're not alone.. Well in ur loneliness tt is..

It's not easy.. To be me..

HoLiDaYs...

Not much of it anyway..

Really, where has all the time gone to? Seems like exams period was a more relaxing time as compared to now..

Sports, games, more sports and more games.. Not to mention canvassing as well..

And eating n sleeping n travelling n trying to get the clothes n shoes dry for next day's use..

My gosh.. Wat a way to spend ur hols.. N u wonder why u're so busy..

Maybe it's time to give the spirit n body a good rest.. After all, kage bunshin is juz a make up technique..

I'm juz a normal boy.. Can something good juz come out of all this? At least i'll feel tt all the efforts are worthwhile..

Boys will be boys..

ToO bUsY fOr A fReN...

One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name.

Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.

It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.

On Monday she gave each student his or her list.

Before long, the entire class was smiling.

"Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purpose.

The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on. Several years later, one of the students was killed in Vietnam and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student.

She had never seen a serviceman in a military coffin before. He looked so handsome, so mature. The church was packed with his friends.

One by one those who loved him took a last walk by the coffin.

The teacher was the last one to bless the coffin.

As she stood there, one of the soldiers who acted as pallbearer came up to her.

"Were you Mark's math teacher?" he asked. She nodded: "yes." Then he said: "Mark talked about you a lot."

After the funeral, most of Mark's former classmates went together to a luncheon. Mark's mother and father were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher.

"We want to show you something," his father said, taking a wallet out of his pocket. "They found this on Mark when he was killed. We thought you might recognize it."

Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times.

The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Mark's classmates had said about him.

"Thank you so much for doing that," Mark's mother said. "As you can see, Mark treasured it."

All of Mark's former classmates started to gather around. Charlie smiled rather sheepishly and said, "I still have my list. It's in the top drawer of my desk at home."

Chuck's wife said, "Chuck asked me to put his in our wedding album."

"I have mine too," Marilyn said. "It's in my diary."

Then Vicki, another classmate, reached into her purse and showed her frazzled list to the group. "I carry this with me at all times, " Vicki said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: "I think we all saved our lists."

That's when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Mark and for all his friends who would never see him again.

The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don't know when that one day will be.

So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important.

Tell them, before it is too late...

stAnDiZaTiOn..

At first..

Count downs..

Stress meters..

Low confidence..

"Chui.."

Now..

Elimination..

Crashed..

Soon..

Jubilation..

Fun under the sun..

Wonderin why's everyone's thinking and saying the same things when in the end all their results are like going to be how good.. Really beginning to feel a bit fake to me, all the lack of studying and mugging tt ppl are portraying.. It isn't only now, think it's been in existence since sec sch..

No i take tt back, its really really fake..

Stop saying tt u nvr study when u've been spending more than half the time buried under the books.. wat's it gonna proof? is it going to heighten ur confidence? or is it to make others relax their guards of u, if there's any in the first place?

If u did study, say u did.. mean wat u say..

be real, be true to urself..

now it's time to reflect upon myself..

no one's perfect.. juz hope more ppl can get back in touch with their innocence..

where goes the purity of soul in today's society?

ReVeLaTiOns..

Finally understood..

The pain.. The suffering.. Of indecision..

The impulse is.. so great it hurts..

The feeling's overwhelming..

Nvr expected it to come again.. Or is it diff this time..

The intensity, the frequency.. unspeakable..

Thou shalt no longer be confused..

Thou shalt make a move.. a decisive one..

And thou shalt be right.. No matter the future, coz it's the present tt matters..

tHe PaSsInG...

Juz back from malaysia..

Loads of work awaits, but really no mood..

Is it really the feeling, or the inherent need to slack?

It's been a real tiring week.. 2 presentations, tiring trips to n fro to malacca, endless praying..

But all worth it.. After all it's the last journey already..

Really felt the urge on 2 occasion.. b4 the lid finally closed, n upon the march to the final resting ground..

Be strong.. She's gone to a better place..

Her sons have all grown up.. married with kids.. there's nothing left for her to worry abt.. we'll carry on her legacy..

The story of a strong-willed woman who raised 5 kids up after her husband left her for another..

Her last days.. Her memories came back.. Her offsprings came one by one.. Back to her ancestral home..

Her final image was pretty.. Make-up, well dressed with all her favourite stuffs..

Eternal rest.. for a woman so great.. tt i've nvr realised till now..

Goodbye..

寂寞的小狗狗。。

曾经有段美好的日子。。

没好好珍惜？ 还是个错误的开始？

不知，却得了阴影。。

次时，阴影成了绊脚石。。

无勇，无力。。

此时此刻，你立场何处？

是时？是理？

这道路，地点何在？

不知，不晓。。

UnI lIFe..

Hehe it's been a long time isn't it?

Anyone missed me?

Haven't really had much time to continue revamping the interface, so do bear with it for a while ya?

Let's see.. Now it's week 7, left only like 2 1/2 mths till exams le.. My gosh, where has all the time gone to?

Been really involved in hall activities, playing like almost half of the available sports hehe.. Let's see : Soccer, Hockey, Softball, Tennis, Table-Tennis, Carrom, Cheerleading, Squash.. Maybe sepak takraw even.. haha some ppl really think i'm mad..

But tt's not all..

Playing floorball for NTU now, (act still hoping to get into team), plus organising events for hall..

Not to mention juggling projects, tutorials n presentations..

And socialising..

Sometimes i do think tt i'm overloading.. Well, act it's all the time.. basically running ard from one training till another.. But's it's all in the name of love for sports ya?

Busy busy busy..

Was juz looking thru the previous post.. Realise tt i failed to update alot of events act hehe.. Too lazy to le act.. so pardon me ya?

UpDaTes..

Hehe been a long time ya?

Wat a start to uni act.. Everything's been like a blur for the past few weeks.. Tot at the end of NBS camp tt the excitement will end there n den, but really glad tt i'm totally wrong hehe.. Hall 9 foc, supper with 2 diff ogs, lecs with halftime concerts in between.. the list goes on n on.. One of my tutors really hits the nail when he described the period now as honeymoon hehe..

Anyway this was nvr going to be a long post coz there's really no time for one.. n there's no time to look back coz there's so much more to look forward to haha.. Happening rite? i tot so too.. but it does get to me sometimes, in reference to the lack of speed..

but it's all worth it.. hope everyone's having a hell of a time now ya?

cAmP..

Juz back from a 5 day biz camp in ntu.. Pretty shagged out after the events but boy was it an exhilarating experience.. Didn't really think it'll be so diff from all the other camps i've been thru b4.. though there were alot of similarities such as the lack of sleep, bad food n plenty of games, but the atmosphere is juz so diff.. Everyone tries to be high themselves n encourages each other along, which is something quite unexpected.. One thing to regret is tt i did not really gave it my all this time.. Been holding back a bit since the start which didn't really do me any good.. lack of sleep didn't really help much either.. well at least e team remains strongly bonded, n everyone had lots of fun, n tt's all tt really matters..

Well i guess i'll leave the details of the camp till another time.. quite tired now act.. In the meantime..

Sirius rox!!

LoNg WaIt..

Hehe been sometime since the last post, did anyone miss me??

...

Guess not, judging from the silence.. Haha doens't matter, i'm juz here to entertain myself anyway..

Celebrated jasper's birthday at east coast a few weeks ago, been quite some time since i've been to east coast act.. Lots of memories there, esp the route march days hehe.. Anyway the bbq was quite a bang, since it has been a period of time since the class has met up.. Went down to the riverside restaurant near indoor stadium after tt, n did some extremely "un-21" stuffs.. Hehe don't really know how to describe it here, hope to get the pics soon den post dem i guess..

Came back from genting 2-3 days ago.. Virgin visit to the casino ended up in major losses to all except 2 hehe.. Well maybe it's not too bad a loss, ard a few hundred each, but it was a really good experience.. and the oxygen tat's pumped in n circulated in the casino really does perk one up.. Felt lethargic only after leaving the place, which makes one wan to stay in there forever.. Hoho quite some thought act..

Anyway finally got my driver's license!!! Hooray!!! Cost ard 850 bucks, which is like quite a kill hehe.. Can't wait to start driving without supervison haha..

pAsSaGe Of LiFe..

Well this post's a bit overdue.. intended for last week act but it slipped my mind.. was at dad's company juz now and the notion popped up again..

Attended a funeral a week ago.. Was my dad's cousin.. Ain't really close to tt side of the family, so didn't really recognise him.. Not tt i've ever met him.. But it goes to show how extensive one's family can be, till the point tt the younger generation may nvr get to see the older generation at all during their lifespan, maybe except at their deathbeds.. it's kinda sad act, to know tt u have so many relatives act, but u'll prob spill ur blood for the guy next door, coz u happen to see him everyday, n not ur relative who is as unfamiliar to u as any other guy on the streets..

Wat's overwhelming is the fact tt everyone got to see each other finally during someone's funeral, after prob 10 to 20 years of living their own lives.. To think tt they used to live beside each other when they were still young.. Played together, studied together, and prob had dreamt of growing up and staying together.. But the reality of the world kicks in, one by one they leave the neighbourhood for greener pastures, to gather again on such occasion.. Which leads me to this thought..

At every point of life we'll gather for significant occasions.. Now's prob the birthday celebration of us entering adulthood.. Another ten years or so we'll be seeing each other during weddings.. And a few more years the celebration of a baby's first month.. But after tt? Will be straight to the funerals when we'll once again meet, n relive the good old days? I definitely hope not..

So, my frens, do cherish the friendships u have now, no matter how deep of shallow it is, coz there's juz so many years in one's lifespan..

rEvAmPeD..

Finally took sometime out to properly refurbish the blog.. Ain't too flashy or cool, some unsatisfied areas here n there, but nonetheless it's an effort made.. hope u guys like the new look.. If not.. Well i can't really do anything abt it ya? Do pardon the shabby work though, as i mentioned i ain't a html god..

Anyway hopefully can start work on the little bio i was talking abt ages ago.. Hehe..

aDuLtHoOd..

Haha finalised how noob i am in using all these html stuff.. yet lacking in the drive to learn it properly.. hope it's still not too late act, otherwise..


Anyway juz celebrated my birthday with a bang.. to all those who didn't know, it's on the 24th of this month.. Quite a common birthday as well, when some of the ppl i've invited couldn't make it due to other ppl holding their birthday parties as well.. oh well, no one's to be blamed of course.. but though it was pretty much enjoyable, the whole gathering was quite taxing really, n burnt quite a huge hole i think.. hehe good luck to the rest celebrating their birthdays similiarly.. u get wat u give haha..

another round of thanx to those who made it down i guess.. really, really appreciate ur efforts n gifts.. to those who couldn't make it, or i didn't invite coz of capacity reasons, dun worry, u're included in my thanx as well.. gonna treasure our lifelong friendships ya?

aDuLtS...

The year tt everyone's waiting for.. or maybe most ppl are waiting for.. The age in which in the eyes of law, we're no longer brainless kids tt cannot think for themselves.. We're all full fledged adults at this age, able to make our own decisions, pursue what we think is best for us, blah blah blah..

Juz attended Jinky's bdae bash, n KM's n YY's last sat.. And many others b4 them.. Have to say tt it's really becoming a trend, or is it juz tt i'm ignorant? Haha wateva, juz join in the fun i guess.. Though it's really becoming quite an expensive thing, getting a present for almost everyone ard my age..

Anyway, life's becoming more n more.. mundane? Guess it's kinda like a withdrawal sympton of having ur life planned out for u.. For once, there's loads of time at hand to do wateva u wan, save from those out of budget.. Had alot of things which i started out with, but sad to say, it may juz be a moment of passion.. I mean, there's only so many things tt one can do with limited funds..

Excuses.. Nvm, juz needed some motivation.. Was looking thru the earlier posts e other day, n realised tt at one time, i was act debating against myself.. Hmmm..

Till next time i guess..

CiViLiAn LiFe..

Hmm... haven't really been doing much the past few weeks, which i'm getting quite guilty abt.. some driving lessons, capoeira classes n lots n lots of mj.. not tt i'm really complaining, but i'm not really making full use of my youth.. oh well, u're kinda restricted when a steady flow of income is cut all of a sudden.. maybe it's high time tt i find a job.. not juz any, but one which i'll benefit in the future.. haha easier said den done.. it's takes an effort to even update this blog regularly, at the comfort of my home, let alone going out and working.. sometimes i do wonder whether signing on is a good deal at all.. hmm maybe..

ah put tt scary tot aside!!!

getting kinda broke with all the bdae celebrations coming up.. sigh need to monitor my finances more carefully from now on.. oh man, wat happened to e days when money wasn't even part of my worries..

juz strife to get out of the rat race soon ya? haha..

anyway a 5 yr monopoly has finally been broken.. of course, tt'll juz mean a much stronger team in years to come.. competition begets competition, n it's thru these struggles tt maturity occurs.. failure's not the end of the world, it's a test for achieving greater heights..

FrEeDoM...

Yup, my 1st pic in e blog.. n it's my ORD parade.. How time flies..

Once childish n innocent, these 2 yrs have indeed molded me into wat i am today.. More mature, more dependable.. or so i hope to believe.. ultimately it's up to the ones ard me to judge me.. but do know tt the child in me will forever be there, keeping the flames of youth burning brightly..

Kinda nostalgic to be looking back at these 2 years, possibly e 2 most memorable years.. toil n hardship does really leave a lasting impression, n the mark's made even deeper when u have a bunch of true frens who lasted through the pain with u.. nvr giving up, nvr saying nvr, n always charging forward with renewed strength n courage.. really glad to have made the decision 2 yrs ago, coz i can't really imagine how dull life would be in any other units..

to all those who're still serving or going to.. really wish u all will make full use of these 2 yrs.. it's definitely not a waste of time.. there's so much tt can be done, so much to accomplish.. so do enjoy it while it last.. n when e day finally comes, n u can look back n smile, den e exp would have been a fruitful one.. i know mine was a "bountiful harvest"..

VaLeNtInE..

Hey guys, i'm back!!!

Haha sounds like i've been away on holiday or sth.. Well it's act my com tt's went on a break.. It ain't easy to be stuck at home without a com ya? The wonders of internet and all.. Think not many can say tt they never touched the com even once at any time of the day, anyday..

Yup, it's the time of the year again.. Valentine's day.. Another lonely year for me again, and this would be the 3rd year running if i'm not wrong.. To think tt i'm gonna be 21 soon.. Tt ain't very right eh? It's always the norm for the heros in rpgs to meet their destined one at this age, or even younger.. but for me, there's juz this big empty space waiting to be filled.. haha guess i'm sounding a bit desperate, but hey, it's nvr to early to plan..

Well there's juz so many things to be done once u've grown up.. Though u do get adult privelleges, but i still feel tt it's always better to remain as a kid.. Oh well it's not sth tt we can control.. But still, there can always be a child within us..

Anyway, here's wishing all a happy valentine's day!!!

BoRiNg...

This muz be the most boring blog ever.. And to think tt it's more than 2 yrs old.. Maybe they should terminate those blogs which dun get enuff hits.. Hehe juz kidding..

Haha guess i'm juz not tt interesting a person, or tt i'm juz plain lazy.. Den why try so hard to maintain, some may ask.. Well dun everyone like to look back in life and smile upon the exp? Well i know i do..

Anyway met up with quite a few jc faces during the last few days, really makes me think back of the good old schooling days.. It's really a pity tt we all have to grow up and move on.. Eventually there'll be lesser n lesser gathering times, more n more awkward silences, den poof, u dun get to see them anymore.. Sigh.. Depressing eh? Though the size of our island country does make it possible for u to bump into long lost frens along the roads, which will result in another awkward conversation n so..

Guess i'll start setting a date to refurbish e blog, so at least i'll come more often.. Will need a more permanent com though..

Oh the drive, the drive!!

Anyway been wanting to write a bio of sorts, but guess tt'll have to wait.. Again.. Hehe i'm quite a procrastinator eh?

BeLoVeD..

Oh well, life's like tt eh?

Another round of depression sets in rite before the weekend.. another mishap to my beloved.. Keep having doubts as to whether i should share when there's this nagging feeling tt ppl are taking advantage of my generosity.. Guess i do tt too sometimes, but i dun cut off a piece of flesh or anything like tt rite?

Sigh.. Why? Why muz this be happening to me? I mean, i dun really feel tt i've been a bad person, maybe juz a bit of naughty things now n den, but do i deserve this? Seriously, being good doesn't leave u with anything.. Ppl may take u for granted, or take advantage of u, but u can't do anything abt it, coz u're born tt way..

I guess there's really nth else to do but juz try to be optimistic, or stay ard the right company..

UpDaTeS..

Well, it's really kinda weird to be using dad's laptop to update here, coz it's interface is totally in traditional chinese n so alot of functions within the blog can't be understood.. Anyway juz here for a bit of update..

Had a week long break from camp juz recently, so went KL with the guys from camp.. Guess the only thing worth mentioning during the trip was the exp at KL Zouk, which was refreshing nonetheless.. Maybe more planning should be put in during the next overseas trip i guess.. Anyway had food poisoning from the last meal there, which wasn't very pleasant to say the very least..

UC was rite after that.. One week of hand-to-hand combat and break falls. and more to come during the coming week.. One wonders if we'll really be able to apply the techniques taught in real life, as in being able to pull it off against real-life opponents.. In any case, it'll be fun juz playing a fool with the guys ard i guess..

Was act thinking of writing a bio of sorts in here, but once u come down to it, u get kinda lazy.. Hmm.. I guess tt'll juz have to wait.. Hehe..

OpTiOnS..

Oh well, it's been nearly a mth.. As always i guess.. As in coming on here, ya? Kinda like an own personnal space for me to type down stuff and maybe do a little bit of reflection i guess.. hopefully.. Think i act mentioned it b4, but who really cares abt previous entries except for days when there's really nothing to do, which doesn't come much often nowadays..

Had quite a hectic mth i guess.. End to end weekends burnt, first from live-firing, den 2ntm den duties to serve.. Well at least it's all over now, and a week's break is wat all are looking forward to at the end of the mth.. A really well deserved break i muz say, and also one required for us to carry on with the next phase, and most prob the last phase of our ns lives.. hopefully anyway..

Anyway recently purchased a few dvds from across the borders, resulting in movie marathons back to back.. Finished up with a few shows tt i kinda missed during its airing times, n kinda satisfied with the progress.. Done with "Hikaru no Go" as well, which is a fantastic anime, save maybe for the ending.. Hoping for it's sequel soon i guess.. Think the only thing left untouched on the list would be games, which's quite a prob from the situation i'm in now.. oh well, things dun usually go the way u plan, but there's bound to be a way out of it..

Boredom's setting in.. And time spent staring into empty spaces is becoming longer and longer with each second.. hmmm guess i'tll have to end here.. another short update again..

really wish life will start changing for the better.. wonder if tt's really up to oneself..

tOtS..

it's prob time..

maybe.. juz maybe..

twenty.. such a magical number..

age isn't really a big thing since u are wat u think u are.. but den again..

we're living in a world tt's pretty much unforgiving..

if u're slow, u're gone..
if u're unreceptive to new ideas, u're gone..
if u dun constantly upgrade urself, u're gone too..
the list goes on and on..

those tt adapt well gets to the top; those who dun, well u see them ard in various degrees act..

so wat can we do? it ain't as easy as slaying monsters in RPGs, or shooting down bots in FPSs..

the world is out there, it's juz up to ppl, whether they wanna take the well-trodden route, or paved their own way out..

it's prob time..

maybe.. juz maybe..

ReBiRth..

Well, in a few ways, yes.. But u can prob view it as a new beginning as well, since a new lease of life was given, of sorts.. Haha..

Been starting to relive the good old days of magic back in camp, and it's quite amusing to see so many players of the same era, starting and stopping the game at ard the same time period, and den suddenly picking it up again.. It's act kinda like u rewatching all the cartoons that u used to watch when u were young, or rummaging through the toys that u once played.. Well, we don't live forever, and memories die hard ya? Esp the good old childhood days when there ain't any of the worries that adults face..

Finally got my PSP, after so many months of pondering and waiting and saving.. So many functions, so many games, but juz so little time, space and money.. It's really kinda amazing that wat our technology can produce nowadays, with all the smart phones, PDAs and other small small gadgets that pack quite a punch.. Really hard to imagine ten years back, when handphones were the size of bricks, and handheld gaming platforms were restricted to Tetris games..

Watched 2 movies for the past 2 weeks, and they ain't ur normal kind of entertainment movies.. One was on 3 kinds of love on 3 diff stages of life, the other, well the old old story abt the battle between good and evil.. Not exactly wat i had in mind to watch when i went to the theatres, but den again, it's a welcomed break from all the blood and gore, or the hugs and kisses, or the guns and swords.. Well u get the picture..

A simple quote from the last movie..

"It's easy to banish the light from within, but it's difficult to destroy the darkness surrounding.."

oNe MoNtH..

Hehe nth much to put in here.. Really.. But ain't gonna juz end e entry this way, haha so gonna be crapping a bit..

Anyway juz a bit of update.. Juz booked out not long ago, at ard 11.. Guess this's e first time tt e coy booked out so late, not forgetting the fact tt there weren't any fresh air for the past week.. Y? u might wonder.. Well, i'm act wondering abt tt as well.. Guess it's juz e way some ppl work.. Or maybe as ppl sometimes put it, "some black sheeps in the crowd".. Oh well..

Well, if it's gonna be like this, and u ain't gonna have any power to change it, y not juz live with it? No point getting frustrated over it when in the end, u can juz look back and laugh at it? Haha.. Hopefully tt is..

Com's down btw.. The usual one i mean.. Now using dad's all chinese com, which i'm surprise tt i'm act using quite well.. Den again, guess it's high time to invest in a new com hehe..

Hmm.. No pt in trying to puke when u haven't eaten anything, so guess i'll prob juz end off here.. Unless there're ppl out there who's so keen on knowing my daily routine and all tt, well in tt case.. Hehe i've only 3 words..

Juz too bad.. Haha.. Catch me another time, and u'll prob be lucky haha..