肋骨..

恋爱的时候,女孩问男孩

"告诉我,这世上你最爱的人是谁?"

"你呀!小傻瓜.."

"那么,在你心里,我是舍么?"

男孩思索了一会儿

认真的看着她的眼睛

"你是我身体的一根肋骨.."

"圣经上说,造物主见男人太寂寞..在他沉睡时,取他身上一根肋骨,创造了女人..
每个男人都在寻找自己的那根肋骨..只有找到她,他的胸口才不会隐隐地痛.."

婚后..

二人曾度过好长一段甜蜜快乐的时光

因为年轻啊

繁忙的生活使人疲惫 琐碎的烦恼如蚁

居家的日子越来越平淡庸俗

现实生活的重重磨擦 慢慢吞噬着所有的梦想与爱情

不知舍么时候开始

他们之间的争吵于怨恨越来越多 越来越重

某次争吵后

她跑出了家门

隔着大街

他听见她在街对面冲他喊

"你根本不爱我!"

他恨她的幼稚

伤害的话冲口而出

"也许我们结合错误了..你根本不是我身上的那根肋骨.."

她忽然安静了

怔怔的站了好久

他有些后悔

但说出来的话象泼出去的水

是收不回来的

含着泪

回家收拾了所有东西

执意与他分手

她在离去前对他说

"如果我不是你的肋骨,那么让我走吧..与其痛苦,不如解脱..让我们各自寻找自己真正的另一半.."

分别五年..

他一直没有再婚..

他辗转听说她的消息

出国了 回来了

与一个外国人再婚了 又离婚了

她竟然没有等他

午夜梦回的黑夜中

他点起一根香烟

胸口在隐隐地痛

他不愿意承认是想念她的缘故

终于重遇..

在制造无数离别与重逢的机场上

他率团出国考察

隔着一道安检门

她独自站在入口处

平静地对他微笑

"你好吗?"

"我很好,你呢?"

"你找到自己的那根肋骨了吗?"

"没有!"

"我下班飞机往纽约.."

"我半个月后回来..回来给我电话好吗?你知道我的号码..舍么都没有变.."

她回头对他一笑 "再见.."

再见是永远不再见吗?

一星期后..

他知悉了她的死讯

她在纽约丧生

在那场举世震惊的悲剧事件中

午夜..

他再次点起一根香烟

胸口又在隐隐地痛

他终于知道

她

就是他不小心

弄断的那根肋骨..

BiG wAlK...

Hehe...

Slept like a pig yesterday aftr the big walk..From 3pm to 5pm the next day? Gosh a whole 14 hrs! Haha so slack..The cip as well, the whole day juz taking photos with the mp and shaking his hand..Haha..Feel bad abt taking the hrs though..Hmmm..

Fm mock's this sat..Sigh haven't really studied for it, juz doing daily work now..Prelims coming in ard 3 weeks time too..Sheesh, guess i'm the only one who hasn't really started on work yet..Hmmm can't get myself started as well..Lots of inertia in this engine ya? Hard to start but real easy to stop..

Ppl are getting real muggy..Guess once the day draws near,挡也挡不了的时候,人就会不知觉地,开始发奋图强..Think i shud too..So wat am i doing here???

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<<来生缘>>

寻寻觅觅 在无声无息中消逝
总是找不到回忆 找不到曾被遗忘地真实
一生一时的过去 你一点一滴的遗弃
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你　
也许分开不容易 也许相亲相爱不可以
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失自己
情深缘浅不得意 你我也知道去珍惜　
只好等在来生里再踏上彼此故事的開始

生生世世 在无穷无尽地梦里　
偶而翻起了日記 翻起了你我之间的故事　
一段一段的回忆 回忆已经没有意义
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你　
也许分开不容易 也许相亲相爱不可以
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失自己
情深缘浅不得意 你我也知道去珍惜　
只好等在来生里再踏上彼此故事的開始

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好久以前的歌了..

还记得第一次听这首歌时是再看古惑仔时..
血淋淋的刘得华..摩多车..丧失兄弟与女友..
噢..好凄惨的一部电影..

好怀念过去的日子哦..

小时候无忧无虑的日子..

嗨..

HeNdOn..

Tired..

Juz came back from Hendon camp..Sigh now wondering if i really wan to join commandos, after today's visit..Most ppl inside were pretty critical, saying things like "nj, dun come, dun come.." Den the instructors were like saying "dun listen to other ppl..if dey do, report dem to us.." So who do we listen to? Heard abt a case of a parachute being sabotaged as well.. So wat to do wat to do??? Shall juz let nature take its course la..

Frens..Think i'm blessed with dem..It seems to me tt i'll have a fren by my side most of the time..Like today, didn't go to e camp with anyone, but came back with Wenyou..Didn't really know him b4, but can really hit off with him..Was doin the personality and stress-management test..Sub-consciously i was juz choosing all the answers with the word "friends" or had the notion of it..A million thanx to all out there, for being a fren..=)

And hey, wat rubbish lyrics?? 去去去!!! They all have meanings kay..Haha but a bit like flooding the place..Nvm la, it's my od anyway haha..

Heard these few lines on 一加一等于三..

"废话少说,长话短说,有话快说..."

"我真的很羡慕她...应为她能够与你相爱..."

Have to go work on stats revision tut liao..Juz notice tt most ppl dun even come online liao..Mind, am i really tt behind in studies?? Wait for me ppl!!! 我来也!!!

"你的眼睛"---熊天平,许如芸!!!

和世界面对面

和世界面对面
<<和世界面对面>>

银河是宇宙的大街..
街上有繁星点点..
希望是挡雨的屋檐..
让梦看见蓝天..

辛苦的泪水最宝贝..
一滴换一种体会..
星河系反复的排练..
好戏正要上演..

和世界面对面,是爱和信念..
每一步,踏得跟坚决..
一路上,你我走在同一遍..

冷漠的人群是阴天..
热情的心是晴天..
愉快的天色是蓝天..
我站在你身边..

辛苦的泪水最宝贝..
一滴换一种体会..
星河系反复的排练..
好戏正要上演..

和世界面对面,是爱和信念..
每一步,踏得跟坚决..
一路上,你我走在同一遍..

和世界面对面,精彩的岁月..
布满了,喜悦的海水..
天河地,永远站在同一遍..

银河是宇宙的大街..
街上有繁星点点..
希望是挡雨的屋檐..
让梦看见蓝天..

冷漠的人群是阴天..
热情的心是晴天..
愉快的天色是蓝天..
我站在你身边..

再见萤光兰;我相信

<<再见萤光兰>>

给我爱绝对的自由,让我能完整的拥有..
人海里总有个人在等候,不必烦忧,把青春尽情来挥洒个够..
不要说天长和地久,现在我难预测以后..
青海里寻找千万个理由,要走要留,爱不在闪也不必再守候..

靠近我一同感受心跳的节奏,每分每秒生命不要错漏..
紧紧跟随快乐的脚步走,爱不眠不休,梦继续追求..
悲伤的回忆不要收藏起太久,真心的我等待深情回收..
好好回应我释放的温柔,在幸福源头,让爱情..
不会有停电的时候..



<<我相信>>

不小心,打翻回忆..
藏不住,好想你的秘密..
在寂寞夜里,
感觉竟如此的清晰..

每一次,沿着记忆,
一路上,全是我爱你的讯息..
如影有随行,
越是想你越难以抗拒..

我相信,这情怀,有一天你会明白..
不管现在未来,你的一切,都让我期待..
我相信,这份爱,这么甩也甩不开..
看你悄悄走进,却有离开,相信综会回来..

不值得..

<<不值得>>

除了想你,除了爱你,我舍么舍么都愿意..
翻开日记,整理心情,我真的真的想放弃..
你始综没有爱过,你在敷衍我,一次一次忽略我的感受..
我真的感到力不从心,无力继续..

这感情,不值得我犹豫,不值得我考虑,不值得我爱过你..
这种回忆,不值得我提起,不值得想起不值得哭泣..
这段感情,早就应该放弃,早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹..
这样的你,不值得我和你,不值得我为你而坏了心情..
我决定不为你而毁了性,放弃爱..

除了想你,除了爱你,我舍么舍么都愿意..
翻开日子,打开心情,我真的真的想放弃..
你始综没有爱过,你在敷衍我,一次一次忽略我的感受..
我真的感到力不从心,无力继续..

这感情,不值得我犹豫,不值得我考虑,不值得我爱过你..
这种回忆,不值得我提起,不值得想起不值得哭泣..
这段感情,早就应该放弃,早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹..
这样的你,不值得我和你,不值得我为你而坏了心情..
我决定不为你而毁了性,为你而放弃爱情..
不为你而毁了性..
我决定不为你而毁了性..
放弃爱..

FaReWeLl...

Sunday nite..

The nite tt ends it all..

It's time to say goodbye liao..

Time to start work..

No more play liao..

Gonna miss it all..

5,6,7,8's..Partner stunts..Pyramids..Flirting..Heart to heart talks..Trips to kap..Most importantly, the friendship and bond tt's been shared among the team..

This entry ain't really reflecting wat i'm feeling throughout the day act..Dunno why, but somemhow i dun feel tt this goodbye's going to be long..Or tt it's really a goodbye, rather it's juz going to be an extended vacation for me till i return..Fret not, i'll be back in a flash..

Gonna try out single lib..

Gonna teach candice front flip..

Gonna teach shawn the sms count trick..

Gonna update myself with the latest gossips..

Nvr had a serious talk with the lignum gals till today..Didn't realise tt our squad has such a large array of individuals coming from diff backgrounds and histories..Candice cried..But not coz we bullied her..It's the past events tt bother her..Jac i'm not too sure though..Prob almost the same?

Poning sch tmr for the first time..Haven't done work yet so no pt going..Wonder if i'll really do work though..Gonna slp in, tt's for sure..Can imagine the faces of the rest going to sch tmr..Stoned, juz like last yr..

Thanx for the doggie, little girl..Wasn't really expecting tt qn to be meant for everybody..Guessed it really cost u a small bomb to get it for all the 4 of us? Dun worry, it won't go thru rain or shine..

Thanx to ding and zj as well, for continuing to make life in cl so much more interesting den all other ccas..We'll continue to keep in touch, ya? Though zj doesn't write here often, but i believe tt he does scan thru the entries now and den..

Thanx to ignis gang, for being so supportive and tolerant of the tough training times during house cl..Ur spirits and enthusiasm gave me the drive to go on, and nvr fail to make me look forward to training..Best of luck for next yr's com ya? May ignis hse cl's flame always burn bright!!

Thanx to wc as well..W/o him, guess our basket toss won't be tt high..Haha..

Thanx to hj, for sending me a memory of x-challenge..Prob need the rest of the clips too, but will wait till u get a faster connection..

There's more to thank in one way or another..But no matter wat, juz wanna thank the whole squad..For adding the most vibrant colours in my life..For putting the icing on the cake..For all the wonderful moments and memories in my jc life..A big thanx to everyone..Arigato gozaimashta!!!

"祝你一路顺风" by 小虎队!!!

NaTiOnAl DaY pArAdE..

Somethings nvr change...

Somethings will change forever...

Guess tt's Nature Balance for u...(",)

Another ndc, another routine, another team..

Assembled early in the morning to warm-up..Everything went pretty well..The atmosphere from last yr wasn't there though..Prob coz the number has decreased significantly, or tt i haven't really woken up yet..Was with lc for quite some time while waiting for our turn..Still dun think he's tt bad as some ppl may say abt him..Ding was all over the place, flirting as usual haha..

Float com was on, and we were viewing it from the 2nd floor..Everythign went well till the dismount, when yt "fell" and rolled on the track..Couldn't bear to see the last part, though she was fine..Haha "rolling" famous overnight..Ch felt damn bad i think..Whole day ban3 zhe4 lian3..Aniwae, routine went pretty well..Though a few stunts failed, but it was overall impressive to the crowd, and cheng was full of praises for it..Ignis won the overall com on the day, but lost out the ne challenge to aqua hse..Everyone was a winner on the day though, as they thoroughly enjoyed themselves..Ya..

Went back to ri after tt..Was so looking forward to meeting the 4F gang after so long..And there they were, waiting in the canteen..Most pon sch to come back earlier to play..Spent almost 2 hrs under the sun playing soccer, went out to eat after tt, den played pool, lan, arcade and such..Hilarious moments all over the afternoon..

Heard from a fren tt the gal who commited suicide was justina..Damn shocked after tt..Such a cheerful, bubbly person..Suddenly, a person u knew juz didn't existed anymore..Though can't say tt i'm close to her, but at least i shared almost the same prob with her..Relationship probs..Sigh, shi4 shi4 nan2 liao4..Heard tt she called her best fren and said "sorry" b4 she departed..Still have a short clip of her when she went with us on a cip trip to genting..Guess tt's the only memory left of her..

Stayed over at a fren's hse after everything..Watched soccer on tv, den got to know how the rest were doing..Sometimes it's weird to know tt all of us have gone to diff colleges, and not been in the same class for 2 yrs liao, yet we still have lots to talk abt, lots to share..And yet at this time, u still can't seem to click with some ppl in ur class..Tt's the wonder of human relationship i guess..

She still talks abt me in her blog..-ve comments of course..Tot the talk wud have settled everything once and for all..Interesting to know how someone can have such an impact on another person's life..Gotta be careful next time..Really careful..

Tmr's the last time liao..Hope everything goes well..Gambatte kudasai!!!

"Shuo Ai Ni" by Jolin Tsai!!!

GoOdByE..

Goodbye...

A word tt we always come across in our daily lives, yet a feeling tt's so hard to come in terms with..

Today's prob the last training fro us seniors liao.. Didn't realise it till ding mentioned it on the bridge.. Guess after tmr and this sunday's performance, we'll be officially retiring from cl for the time being.. Seriously speaking, i was pretty sad when i was transfered into nj from rj, but it was cl which changed everything.. Some other seniors such as lc will agree with me tt cl has indeed made jc life much, much more meaningful.. The fun we enjoyed, the tears we shared, the times we went thru.. Everything seem so much like a fairytale..

Remember the "freestyler" routine?? Or last yrs' ndc routine?? House cheerleading?? Nationals?? The times we experimented with new stunts..learning dance steps..memorising cheers..Well, and not to forget flirting away.. Not forgetting also the hrs spent playing away after training.. Break-dancing..Flipping..Wrestling..Playing soccer in the gym..My gosh, we even bathed in the rain..

The things we've done this yr..Painted 2 ten metre long banners for cl..Organised dance workshop..Took part in talentime..And coping with heavy workload while preparing for Nationals..It was a long journey for a team so young, and we have shown our potential thru the results we obtained..Many have fallen after tt, but some still believed, and continued on cl with the new generation..

Didn't really expected the first intake to be so well-received.. Tot it was rare to find ppl crazy like us.. In any case some stayed on, some left for greener pastures, others came in to replace them.. A full squad is finally formed, and a credible showing was done at X-challenge.. More is to come, of course..

We've made really good frens thru all these.. Ppl to share our secrets with.. Ppl who will lend a listening ear whenever we have problems.. Ppl who makes u happy.. Ppl who left footprints in ur life..

Wud have typed more in depth if not for the lateness of the hour..Juz wanna say tt it certainly makes me feel glad to see tt our legacy is in safe hands.. Time doesn't wait for anyone, and we'll be leaving soon.. But the pain we endured, the hardships we gone thru, and the endless wonderful memories will always be somewhere close to my heart..

Ending off with our seldom-mentioned motto..

"Believe and Be..."

"Bu Zhi De" by Dreamz Fm...

WoRk...

Sun nite...

Breeze is blowing...

Music is playing...

I am slacking...???

Sheesh...

Econ essay, gp essay, maths tut, physic ass..All undone!!! Pus econs mock on wed, which i haven't started revising yet..Haha siao liao, i'm gonna be so screwed..Dun care la..Wat's impt is the a's rite? Haha self-consolance..

Yesterday was YT's bdae..Went out with her plus ding and zj..Haha the jigsaw's really almost as big as her..Ur welcome for it btw, it's worth the effort for a good fren like u..=) Went to town to gai gai, and got ding a new 6610 plus 4 hilarious-looking poker cards..Man i nvr turn out good in photos..Aniwae as long as we enjoyed ourselves, who cares?

Been slacking ard since den..Can't muster the effort to take out my notes n start reading..Remember, greatest procrastinator? Nvr changed a bit..Sigh..Sometimes really wish to grow up soon, den dun need to study..Or turn back time till young, when u can play all day..Both situation's are really impossible though..Even as an adult, u'll have tons of jobs to handle..Rather not grow up at all den..

Been listening to "Don't wanna try" these few days..B4 tt was "Should i stay" and "If ur not the one"..Realised they're all abt affairs of the heart? Guess emotions are a good topic to base a nice song on? N tt people will be more inclined to these songs since it seems closer to the heart? Hmmm..It's farni how some songs perfectly describes certain situations in life tt u may encounter..Prob coz most events dun differ from each other by alot..

Siao liao..Com's dying off liao..Betta end this b4 everything goes off..Hmm prob slack ard a bit more first..Luckily slept a while juz now..Hehe crapping liao..

"True" - Dragon Drive soundtrack!!!

EnD oF aN eRa..

Wahhh...

Long long time since i act wrote in here..Not tt i'm lazy or anything, juz tt my bro took my laptop to the U, so i'm stuck at home with the slow and lousy pc..This is one of the few times tt 1) it is not hanging and 2) i'm not hanging as well, therefore...this!!!

Hmmm, where shud i start from den? Maybe from thurs on? Coz i really can't rem the earlier days liao..Aniwae, tt day was the long-awaited "half-day" tt Cheng was promising us..Yaya, n my normal lesson ends at 120 lor..Well, at least i got to play soccer from 1130 onwards since i didn't have any more periods after tt..Felt really good on the court act, all the stress from work flew away with the wind..

Training was at 2 after tt..Practising e routine in prep for ndc and jubilee hall..Big event at jubilee hall, as tay puts it, so have to put in extra effort..Floorball com was on at the same time, since we got into the quarters after the matches held the day b4..So being the capt, i rushed down during the break to play..Got tripped and all tt stuff, but was worth it as we eventually won 2-1..But den as training went on, there wasn't any break anymore and so my team lost in the semis whilst i was training in the linkway..Sorrie guys, i've let u all down..=(

Sad things aside, tay den brought kelvin, me and qiu to och..Took quite some time to find it, but we did in the end and boy is the place huge..Shud have seen the corridors man, and the smell..Found the pentagram pictured in the site, and lots of artistic graffti on the walls..Surveyed the place, and all feel tt it'll be damn kong3 bu4 at nite..

Interesting things tt happened:
1)along one of the corridors, as we were exploring the place, kelvin and i heard footsteps behind us..turned but there was no one there, so we hastened our pace till a corner n peeped over it..Still no one, but the sound has ceased by den...
2)this ain't supernatural, but pretty farni act..Saw 2 dogs sleeping in one of the rooms, so tried to tiptoe past dem..they heard us though, and started to look..We rounded one of the buildings and tried to go back by the same way, but den the dogs still noticed us..Eerie, stony glazed they have..The only choice left was to run..

After the ordeal, we still have at least half of the place left unexplored, though other buildings are prob locked up..The mortuary was the aim act..Aniwae, it was geting late for tay's appointment, so took a detour to my camp to see see first..Wonder if i'm really going to be a commondo..Dun really look, or feel like one..

Nth interesting happened today act..Juz felt realy tired during lessons, prob coz of training and floorball on thurs..Aniwae juz came back from njc band concert, etude, not long ago..It wasn't tops, got to say, but could "hear" the effort tt the members put in..Esp liked the percussion part..Sort of an emotional farewell for the yr2s act, since it's gonna be their last performance in nj..As i said, everything's coming to an end for us liao..

Why fear the end though? Shall treat it as a new beginning..A new lease of hope, and a new avenue for the realisation of aspirations...

Haha, first "haha" of the entry? How weird..

2 "tings" bdae on 2nd of August..Heard of the gifts u got liao, but this one's gonna give u a pleasant surprise!! Haha..

Shall go kun liao..Cmi..

"Don't Wanna Try" by Frankie J!!!
(Go see the lyrics man..)