BaCk..

不要哭了吗 该哭的人是我吧...

Back..For a while..

A surprise act..So rare tt recruits get to go home after only 3 days in camp..hehe no one's complaining though..for e first time dinner was finished in record time n we "fell in" much earlier than e allocated time hehe..guess everyone can't wait to get home eh?

No hidden meaning behind tt act..Training's pretty slack for now, sort of like an orientation for us newbies, plus all e admin stuff..think once we settled down den e real deal starts..maybe it's not such a good idea to ask how e ppl at tekong are doing haha..coz judging from their exp our few days in camp is already tougher den theirs le..hehe..i'm not complaining though..我是强的!!

本以为可给她一个惊喜..

真是谟事在人，成是在天..

至少还有一通电话..??一通??哈哈..

不知道你现在好不好..一颗渴望见到你的心，深深地想念着你..

好想，好想..让你感到温暖..让你不受伤害..

胸口一震疼痛..好久没这种感觉了..

肋骨..找到了吗?

要用功读书..要勇敢..要坚强..

想哭就到我怀里哭..

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<<想哭就到我怀里哭>>

一个人逃避寂寞 两个人渴望自由
到底该不该奔向你 怀里的温柔
还是就让你失望的走 我没有太多承诺
能让你一夜好梦 担心从今后你心痛
会不知所措 太多的惶恐 又让我们无法承受
想哭就到我怀里哭 喔 就像一切都不会结束
那彼此感觉 不那么孤独 想哭就到我怀里哭
喔 别把未来想的太清楚 那只会让我越来越无助
想哭就到我怀里哭

SaY bYe..

2nd last day out in e society..

At least..till 3 weeks of bmt is over?

*Sobs*

Say bye..

Bye to freedom..to society..to town..to sch..to home..

To my frens, my buddies..My hair, my looks..?? Wat looks?? haha..

Well if training's gona be tough..Bye to my wit n sanity too hehe..

Act it's possible to be out of course for me la..But will prob try to stay in i guess..

Planned to write alot act..But kinda at a lost of words now..hmmm.. indescribable feelings? i guess tt's it..Anyway e gist's been captured..Quality, not quantity ya?

等待? 还需等待吗?

"镇守爱情" ---动力火车..

累了...

"雨一直下..气氛不算融洽.."

那就没球踢了..

guess will be meeting u ppl earlier le den? hehe..

yesterday was e most packed day this mth le.. SAT in e morning, tay's hse in e afternoon, den kbox all e way from 3 to 9?? haha ended with a bit of pool till 11 plus? sheesh.. was pretty shagged already after e karaoke session.. well at least my voice was gone la.. now it's pretty husky hehe.. cool..

getting a bit sick le.. maybe it's coz of e weather.. or maybe it's coz of e ppl ard me.. or maybe it's juz me.. hehe juz hope i'm back to tiptop condition by wed lo.. hmmm..

不告诉你..到底是舍么天大的密秘呢?

哈哈..等待,等待..

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<<广岛之恋>>

(张洪量)你早就该拒绝我 不该放任我的追求
给我渴望的故事 留下丢不掉的名字
(莫文蔚)时间难倒回 空间易破碎
二十四小时的爱情 是我一生难忘的美丽回忆
* (张洪量)越过道德的边境我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉 误解了快乐的意义
(莫文蔚)是谁太勇敢 说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天
眼睁睁看着爱从指缝中溜走 还说再见
(张洪量)不够时间好好来爱你
(莫文蔚)早该停止风流的游戏
(合唱)愿被你拋弃 就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局
(张洪量)不够时间好好来恨你
(莫文蔚)终于明白恨人不容易
(合唱)爱恨消失前 用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
(合唱)爱过你 爱过你 爱过你 爱过你 *
Repeat *

ArMy MeN..

Back home..

From one full nite of..eh, "illegal" activities?

Haha..

Tay's spot on abt e army talk thingy.. Really, a large part of e conversation last nite was abt army.. How was it, wat's it like...u get the gist..haha guess tt's juz guys n their army talk..sort of like "men's talk?" a bit diff though hehe..

Prob e last gathering till dunno when le..so sad..hehe but at least we sort of relived e sec4 life again..blackjack, or "ba la" as we so affectionately call it, became my 致命伤..lost ard 10 for tt..got thrashed in winning eleven too, though i couldn't really see la..haha dun care la..at least mahjong was a really exciting affair with all e 扛ing n 咬ing hehe..tt lasted us till ard 7 in e morning where we duly retired for e day haha..

Fun's over..well for now la..SAT's tmr..Didn't really study much for it..Juz hope my luck's good lo hehe..Visiting tay later after tt too..haha rushed, but at least time's well-spent..

hmmm..

specs..i need specs..

time..i need more time..

money..can nvr have enuff of it..

hair..it's time to say "buh-bye"..

haha..

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"Tears in Heaven"

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

直觉;天天想你

<<直觉>>

心 是一个容器 不停的累积 关于你的点点滴滴
虽然我 总是守口如瓶 思念却满溢 溅湿了我眼睛 Wo
因为 我太想念你 所以才害怕 这孤独大的不着边际
若此刻能奔向你 我会毫不迟疑
直觉我们应属于彼此 否则我不会每次无法停止
想你想成了心事 等你等成了坚持 眼中渴望来不及掩饰又如此诚实
直觉我们应属于彼此 否则我不会常常若有所失
白天眨眼瞬间里 夜晚呼吸气息里 都写满了我是多么爱你想你的讯息

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<<天天想你>>

当我停立在窗前
你愈走愈远
我的每一次心跳
你是否听见
当我徘徊在深夜
你在我心田
你的每一句誓言
回荡在耳边
隐隐约约闪动的双眼
藏着你的羞怯 加深我的思念
两颗心的交界
你一定会看见 只要你愿意走向前
天天想你 天天问自己
到什么时候才能告诉你
天天想你 天天守住一颗心
把我最好的爱留给你

其实..

甲: 我不要你的承诺,不要你的永远..只要你真真切切爱我一遍..

乙: 咦? 为何唱起歌来呢?

甲: 都说了..夜已深..还有舍么人..哈哈, 废话连篇..

乙: 原来如此..难怪会精神分裂哈哈..

甲: 知道舍么? 精神分裂,也不一定是坏事哦...

乙: 你和你的歪道理..

甲: 道可道,非常道..名可名,非常名

乙: 不知你在说舍么了啦..我要见周公了..晚安咯..

甲: 了解..哈哈..

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"At The Beginning"

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

闷...

好闷噢...

Ain't doing anything much these days.. Unless u count running errands as sth interesting.. Well at least they past e time la..

Yesterday.. Went NTU to get digicam from cy.. Haha waited for like 2 hrs b4 she woke up n passed it to me.. Maybe going in early does have its pros ya? At least i won't be idling my life away.. Sheesh i need to do sth constructive!!!

Thinking of getting e figurine we saw at orchard e other day.. Minature SoRa!!! Haha.. Prob gonna do it later.. If i can move my butt from e chair..

朋友啊..你们到哪去了???

Gonna go for prob e last training later.. Last training for dem till CNY celebrations finish, last training for me till i come out from camp? *Sobs*

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"Should I Stay"

Had a drive, driven by ur luv, but when u messed around, I lost the drive I found..
Thought u needed, needed someone true, but u changed ur mind, or had I failed u?
Wish u’d been careful with my heart, but u tore it apart, and broke an angel’s heart..
The kiss was true, has to end somehow, but I’m living proof of wad luv is abt..

It’s hard holding u, loving u, losing u, it’s sad to be true, and be fooled by u, I dun noe, I gotta noe, should I stay or should I go?

U played me on, played me lyk a clown, but I feel for u, even though I’m down..
My heart is heavy, heavy lyk a rock, but I am so amused, u’re still in my thoughts..

It’s hard holding u, loving u, losing u, it’s sad to be true, and be fooled by u, I dun noe, I gotta noe, should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh… should I stay? Should I go?

It’s hard holding u, loving u, losing u, it’s sad to be true, and be fooled by u, I dun noe, I wanna noe, should I stay or should I…?

This time its done, it’ll never feel the same, but we had some good times, guess it’s sad just the same..
I guess the truth, doesn’t matter somehow, but u were living proof of wad luv is abt…

倒数..

九天..

哦..

时间..不停地流逝..

婴孩..是睡眠和喂奶..

童年..是游戏及玩闹..

中学..是上课与运动..

初中..是风流跟快活..

进兵之后..时间,将会是舍?

是喜? 是苦? 是哀? 是乐?

看心喽..嘿嘿..

... ...

..等待..

MeLoDiEs Of LiFe..

"Melodies Of Life"

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark,
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart,
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain,
Melodies of life - love's lost refrain.
Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why.
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye.
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold.

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me.
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name.

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond.

So far and away, see the birds as it flies by.
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky.
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings.
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying bird - forever and on.

If I should leave this lonely world behind,
Your voice will still remember our melody.
Now I know we'll carry on.
Melodies of life,
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts, as long as we remember.

泪海

<<泪海>>

爱已不能动 还有什么值得我心痛
想你的天空 下起雨来 没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行咸咸的泪水 是你 哦是你
让我望穿泪水 肝肠寸断 你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远 找不回来 你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕就像潮水 将我淹埋 闭上了双眼
还看见和你的缠绵 眼角的泪水 洗不去心中
一遍一遍的誓言

有故事的人

<<有故事的人 >>

走着忍着 醒着想着 看爱情悄悄近了
冷的暖的 甜的苦的 在心里缠绕成河
曲折的心情有人懂 怎么能不感动
几乎忘了昨日的种种 开始又敢做梦
我决定不躲了 你决定不怕了　
我们决定了让爱像绿草原滋长著
天地辽阔相遇多难得
都是有故事的人才听懂心里的歌
我决定不躲了 你决定不怕了　
就算下一秒坎坷这一秒是快乐的
曾经交心就非常值得
我要专注爱你不想别的没有忐忑

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心..好象渐渐找回来了..
实..却不肯罢休,不肯离去..
史..还存有着阴影..
时..也不留人了..

哦..我的天啊..

真想拔光头上的三千烦恼丝..哈哈..

NtU cOm..

Haha..

Life's getting more n more boring these days..

"Kinda sad to see u all leaving for camp.. Leaving juz e few of us goin in in march.."

Told ya life's full of unions n separations?

Haha..

Let's see.. Accompanied candice to see yan dai fu in e afternoon b4 training.. So many ppl tagged along haha, like bringing a bunch of kids to an outing.. He's still e same as always, with e grey shirt n khaki long pants.. Dun really think he remembers me though hehe.. Pity his shop's closed down, now have to do his practice at home.. otherwise think more wud have benefitted from his skills.. Didn't charge us too coz were wearing uniform.. Wat a kind-hearted man..

Training was, well, unprogressive? Think everyone felt kinda, eh, dead? Dun feel like doing anything much, sth like tt.. Stunts were accomplished la, but it's e time wasted tt's worrying.. It's like, do abit, den chat non-stop, den do again.. Juz couldn't feel e enthusiasm le.. Maybe it's juz me la, not giving a tot on whether they're tired or not..

Remember the good old times.. When each group will sweat it all out.. Each member encouraging each other on.. Spotting for other groups when they're done, giving pointers as well..

Guess tt's all in e past le ya? Memories.. To hold on to..

Ntu inter-hall cheerleading com was, pretty done to say e very least.. Though only ard 5 halls had professional help from you-know-who, it was still a show worth watching with all e funny antics n hilarious moments..

Pants split.. Hair ribbons dropped.. Failed tumbles.. Haha e list goes on n on..

Trying to recall e more impressive stunts.. Magnum-coached hall 1 did a 2-2-1 with e 1 being a shredder, den flip down.. hitch cradle with lib on e hitched leg.. Eh can't remember e hall which did e vannesa flip with twist, or e double table top.. Got a "single-ex" too, if u get wat i mean hehe.. Got this shoulder sit with twist dismount haha.. Simple yet nice..

Hmmm hall 5 failed in 2 major stunts, think tt cost dem alot.. But their pair dance's very nice.. E single chair combi was impressive too.. Hehe big improvement from wat we saw initially la.. Good job guys!! There's always next year haha..

"Faint" ---Linkin Park..

1000 WoRdS..

"1000 words"

I know that your hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
You steal my soul
To hide the pain, when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to part
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though I can't see
I know they are reaching you, suspended on silver wings
Oh a thousand words
A thousand embraces
Will cradel you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words (a thousand words)
Have never been spoken (ohh yeah)
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home, (carry you home) and into my arms
Suspended on silver wings (on silver wings!)
And a thousand words (ohh)
Call out through the ages (call through the ages!)
They'll cradel you (ohh yeah)
Make all of the loneliest your lonely days (lonely days)
They'll hold you forever.

Ohhhhhhhhhhh a thousand words

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Life's full of unions n separations.. Whether it's for a short term or forever it's always sth tt'll affect us, well at least a little? haha..

To all those leaving for ns in e days to come, take care n all e best.. Haven't been in touch with some ppl for some time le, guess it'll have to be a few more yrs time b4 we'll finally meet.. To all those whom i've been with e past holidays.. Well.. I'm gonna miss u guys.. Hehe.. Do behave urselves ya? Haha..

Hehe, as expected, only abt half of those who signed up act turned up to try out.. Was a pleasant number already though, everyone had their hands full trying to teach each group e very basics.. Hopefully subsequent trainings will be juz as fun, n tt this batch will be able to continue on e legacy tt we left behind..

Haha too late at night le.. Dun feel like typing much.. Juz one last thing.. E song above's really nice, from Final Fantasy X-2 soundtrack, but not many will be able to listen to it though..

A song tt transcends age.. A song with e power to unify millions.. Hehe..

EyEs On Me..

haha back from jog again.. told ya i'm gonna keep to my promise ya? haha..

surprise surprise.. living room's com's revamped!! now running on windows xp n w/o all e rubbish tt was either d/l or installed.. hehe but it ain't gonna be long la.. sigh e younger gen always get e betta stuffs.. n i ain't gonna enjoy using this com for long le, so might as well make full use of it when i can haha..

think i really amazed myself juz now.. first it was one.. den 2.. den all of a sudden, i was msging 6 ppl at e same time, all abt diff stuffs.. was a pretty funny scene i guess, finish typing on one phone, den while in e midst of sending, picked up another phone n started replying to tt msg.. ain't sth cheap though haha..

so many forbidden things these days.. haha can't mention dem here rite? 3 in all.. 3 outings, forbidden to speak of, well, at least to a certain group of ppl.. haha n diff groups too.. n no surprise tt forbidden things taste great, or so to speak.. hehe..

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"Eyes On Me"

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage,on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw your smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You´d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar.

My last night here for you
Same old songs,just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes,maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh,did you ever know
That I had mine on you?.

Darling,so there your are
With that look on your face
As if you´re never hurt
As if you´re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did your ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling,so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you´re holding back
Or pain if that´s what it is
How can I let you know
I´m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you´re not dreaming.

Darling,so there your are
With that look on your face
As if you´re never hurt
As if you´re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

ShOcK..

haha taking a break from e schizophrenic self..

juz came back from e suppose-to-be-routine jog.. e first of e yr i guess.. man 3 weeks left till i enroll in, have to get into pretty good shape by den.. i mean, really good shape.. haha.. jia you lo..

anyway jogged passed this couple juz now.. think i gave e lady quite a shock coz she suddenly screamed.. haha e guy got to thank me den, for making her jump into his embrace.. hehe wearing black does have its pros ya? haha..

got dragged into e cca carnival routine by tay.. think there's 3 performance tmr? didn't really feel tt good tt day while practising, prob coz not use to being back base most of the time.. yucks..

forgot to mention sth yesterday.. Lord of the Rings was a surprising smash hit at the ps2 box office during e chalet, beating perennial favourite winning eleven.. guess e movie did lots on e popularity of e story ya? haha did a bit of role-play while leaving e chalet for home too.. damn funny.. damn crappy too.. pity such scenes won't occur in prob another yr or 2 le..

if only i could turn back time...

"Truly Madly Deeply" ---Savage Garden...

找不到心.. .

甲: 回来咯..

乙: 回来就会来吗,有舍么大不了..

甲: 回到这里,where i wanna be..

乙: 好了好了,别唱了..

甲: 舍么根舍么吗..

乙: 唱的这么难听,要死啊?

甲: 不理你了啦..
(双眼交叉,伸出舌头)
乙: 话说回来,这几天过得..?

甲: 哦,还不错,就像往常一样,和4F在一起,就只有玩闹,没有烦恼..玩游戏机,打
麻将,晚上踢足球..人生还需要舍么呢?唯一的遗憾,就是这可能是最后几次的
聚会了..大家都已长大,也无法回到以前无忧无虑的生活了..

乙: 原来你也有沮丧的时候啊?哈哈..

甲: 也不是沮丧啦,只是觉得时间真是不等人..在多两年,就不是十几岁的学生,而
是二十几岁的成年人喽..不说以后,下个礼拜就有大多数的人进兵了..嗨..

乙: 别伤心了..又不是世界末日..

甲: 哈哈,有可能哦..

乙: 大笨蛋!再说这种话,我就捏人咯!哈哈..

甲: 烦啊..烦啊..

乙: 烦舍么?

甲: 烦..没东西咯..哈哈..是否我,真的一无所有???王杰的歌哦..

乙: 哈哈,你到底没有舍么?

甲: 我没有钱..

乙: 还以为是舍么大不了的事情呢..钱只是身外物,没有就去赚吗..

甲: 也不只没有钱啦..

甲: 我..没有心..不,是找不到心..

乙: ???

甲: ...

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人不花心,只是感情丰富罢了..哈哈..

"风一样的男子" ---陈晓东..

爱转动

甲: 哈哈,记得前面还有多一个entry哟..

乙: 卑鄙,无耻,下流,下贱,下..

甲: 哟,儿童不依哦..

乙: 知道啦,大笨蛋..

甲: 开始学人家啦?会挨骂的哟..

乙: 哈哈,反正会在度假屋,要骂也只可在拜六骂哈哈..

甲: 哈哈,你嬴咯..

乙: 那当然..谁能斗的过我?哈哈..

甲: 这么有自信?

乙: 哈哈,废话来的,别当真..

乙: (想了想..)

乙: 说真的,其实每个人都有个最大的敌人..

甲: 谁啊?

乙: 自己咯..

甲: 咦?说来听听..

乙: 也不是舍么惊天动地的事..相信我这么一说,大家都会恍然大悟..

甲: 哈哈,我笨吗..

乙: 试想想,有多少事情,我们无法做到,或无法达成,而都是应为自己不能克服自
的内心世界?

甲: 听你这么一说..好象有点道理噢..

乙: 哈哈,孺子可教,真是一点就通啊..

甲: 好象还没进入话题噢..

乙: 哈哈,说的也是..

甲: 好象不行了..节目时间快完了..

乙: (看了看表)哎呀,时间这么快就过去了..还没说到几句话呢..>.<

甲: 又抄人家的,小心她匾你啊..哈哈..

乙: 把她说的那么凶,你自己小心一点才对哈哈..

甲: 别多说了,快跟观众说再见吧..

乙: 哦..

甲,乙: 明天的明天见咯..记得要收看噢!!拜拜!!

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<<爱转动>>

(阿哲)送一束鲜花想很久 不知道她会不会接受
(哈林)猜想女人心思 凭运气不够 追求真爱就要勇敢行对
(阿哲)只有爱让世界不停转动
(哈林)鼓起勇气把爱说出口 却总学不会察言观色
(阿哲)拿捏女人情绪 凭热情不够
(哈林)追求真爱就要勇敢行对 只有爱让世界不停转动
(阿哲)真情流露也要体贴温柔 只有爱让世界不停转动
(阿哲)总是把仅有(的)骄傲 轻易的交在她的手中 凭什么理由 我也说不出口
(哈林)总是对感情(太)沉默 到现在我还是没把握
(合唱)付出 等待 收获
(哈林)爱人或被爱很难抉择 我只想勇敢大步走
(阿哲)面对两人生活 凭爱够不够
(合唱)追求真爱就要勇敢行对 只有爱让世界不停转动
真情流露也要体贴温柔 只有爱让世界不停转动

用情;受罪

<<用情>>

不怨不悔 难有相同的感情给谁 对与不对 由时间体会
谁不是这样以为 骗自己忘了无所谓
却事与愿违 往事轻扣我心扉
花开的美 美不过你笑容的妩媚 午夜梦回 怕景物憔悴
怎能不这样以为 没有你尝遍痛苦的滋味
是我太沉醉 让思念步步相随
我用情付诸流水 爱比不爱可悲
听山盟海誓曾经说的字字都珍贵
想你温柔的双臂 会甜蜜的圈住谁
我用情付诸流水 爱比不爱可悲
听山盟海誓曾经说的字字都珍贵
不见男人的眼泪 停在眼眶里 那样苦苦徘徊

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<<受罪>>

陌生的城市 被恶梦惊醒的黑夜 拉开窗帘 看着无人的街
熟悉的音乐响在耳边 我看着眼前已没有感觉的世界 想起了你
我发现 我在安静无声地掉泪 这才明白被伤得有多重
曾经我以为 事过境迁 走了这么远 总该能把痛给忘却
距离却一再提醒对你的想念 就让我爱里头受罪
疯狂的疲惫 不相信你会走得那么绝
既然没有权利快乐 至少拥有全部伤悲
你让我爱里头受罪 却没有怨言 连折磨自己都无法避免
活在你留下的深渊 我看不见天 开始习惯黑夜

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甲: 嗨..

乙: 叹舍么气吗?

甲: 感情的事,是否真的爱的越深,伤的越痛?

乙: ...

甲: 沉默表示赞同咯..

(寂静)

甲,乙: 嗨

OrIeNtAtIoN..

Start of with a nice quote?

**Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do**


Going for chalet again tmr.. will be e last one b4 entry to ns le, no doubt.. gonna play as much as i can, eat as much as i wan, n do wateva i am limited to.. hehe all this under e constraints of 50 bucks.. sheesh..

It's aranda again, so will be good la.. haha..

Anyway crashed orientation for 2 days le.. this yr's batch ain't very onz.. yet i guess.. given time, i guess they may turn out fine after all.. hmmm.. e opening ceremony today was..well, could be betta carried out? haha who am i to comment man.. nvm, as long as e yr1s have fun..didn't really see e games coz went home to sleep,maybe tt was e really fun part??

but e background n theme's pretty well-done la.. can feel e atmosphere n hype surrounding e 6 clans with their respective gods.. haha keep saying e games are rigged though, coz athens's e capital of greece ya? haha..

haha probably coz of e size, ppl keep saying i look weird in e acs berms.. haha, at least i can squeeze in into something tt belongs to lower sec? haha..hx looks overgrown in e chi high u, tt i have to agree..

got to know this injured gal from anderson.. haha as innocent as can be.. didn't believe i was yr3 man.."i tot jc only has 2 yrs?" haha.. get well soon ya?

failed terribly in my decision to jog everyday le.. haha only done it once.. well at least cycled twice these few days.. okok will start rite after chalet ends ya?

i promise!!!

someone do remind me of my promise ya?

haha..

didn't even say wat i promised haha..

"爱是怀疑" ---Eason Chen..

我不够爱你

<<我不够爱你>>

我想我不够爱你 我不曾忘了自己
没那么全心投入 所以会一败涂地

我想我不够爱你 我忘了你的用情
没办法重来一次 也只好听天由命

不能在没有月亮的夜里
也不能轻易地闭上眼睛
因为你会出现 在天空或心里
没那么全心投入 所以会一败涂地

我想我不够爱你 我忘了你的用情
没办法重来一次 也只好听天由命

不能在没有月亮的夜里
也不能轻易地闭上眼睛
因为你会出现 在天空或心里

不能在一望无尽的地方
也不能钻进那拥挤人群
因为寂不寂寞 都会惊醒我
我失去了我不够爱的你

练习

<<练习>>

如果留下多一秒钟
可以减少明天想你的痛
我会愿意放下所有
交换任何一丝丝可能的占有
幸福只剩一杯沙漏　 眼睁睁看着一幕幕甜蜜
不会再有原来平凡无奇的拥有
到现在竟像是无助的奢求
我已开始练习　开始慢慢着急
着急这世界没有你
已经和眼泪说好不哭泣
但倒数计时的爱该怎么继续
我天天练习　天天都会熟悉
在没有你的城市里
试着删除每个两人世界里
那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆
爱是一万公顷的森林
迷了路的却是我和你
不是说好一起闯出去
怎能剩我一人回去
回去

会说话的哑巴

<<会说话的哑巴>>

没有了香味的玫瑰花 总觉得缺少了什么
没有了对象绵绵情话 说了有一点傻
自从你离开的那一天 我的心塌下不想再说话
所有间题不想回答 不知不觉早已习惯

对着自己说话

不想被揭开我的疮疤 躲藏在那无人的家
看着那不会响的电话 等你一个回答
我只能彷佛在空气中 闻到一丝丝霉了的牵挂
好久不见你可好吗 在一瞬间心情复杂
泪水骨碌滑下

忘不了你溜溜的长发 忘不了你深深的牵挂
剩下我一个人挣扎 一个人比划
没有你的日子停止说话
听说你真的剪了长发 听说你真的忘了牵挂
难道你感觉不到吗 接收不到吗
在那遥远会说话的哑巴 在对你说话

2004...

2004...

A new yr, a new beginning..

Yeah..

Action packed days leading upto e countdown, and after it as well.. Lets see..

Had another ktv session on tue with a bunch of guys n a girl.. not too bad, juz a bit ex tt's all haha.. felt bad for hogging onto e mike for long periods of time though hehe.. Sorry guys, if i , eh, didn't sound too good?

Rushed straight down to tanah merah for stayover again.. e usual things happened again, alot of playing, alot of bickering, n a bit of sleep haha.. didn't accomplish e nutmeg in winning eleven, but learnt tt with money, u're almost omnigod in ff10.. haha think only i know wat i'm talking abt here..

came home after tt for a bit of nap in e afternoon, den it's off to marche to meet up with e same bunch off ppl haha.. guess it's e last day of e yr so every place's hiking up e prices.. as someone puts it," e demand exceeds e supply.." hehe..

Initial plan was to chjmes for countdown, but e atmosphere and e crowd sort of turned some of us off, so decided to go zouk in e end.. wasn't a very good choice for me coz had to spend every single cent on e entrance fee n long pants to enter it hehe.. everyone was pretty wild inside la, guess tt sort of justified e fee.. but den met up with another fren who brought along a spoiler of e nite.. or shud i say, e spoiler clinged onto him all nite.. some gal with lots of lovehangers (hmm first time i heard of e word..) n e hangten bag was in e way e whole nite too.. yucks!

well, i guess it ain't as good an experience as e first coz of e human jams everywhere(plus e spoilers hehe), but seems like it's really a good place to relieve wateva stress u have, like my frens did..

Shopped alot after e countdown in e afternoon for new yr's clothes.. quite xing teng for my mum act but she juz said, "xi huan jiu mai.." haha thanx mum! even if it's a very small possibility tt u'll chance upon this..

Entry's a bit rushed n scattered hehe..Sorry for tt, but though a guy can multi-task, he can't do it very well haha..

Gonna go back to sch tmr.. wonder wat it'll be like?

"Last Christmas" ---Wham!!2004...