UpDaTe..

Been a mth or so?

Haha.. Od's so empty.. Not many ppl coming to read anyway.. Muz be feeling neglected ya? Nvm shall let u feel useful once again..

Wat am i saying? Oh well..

Gonna cramp everything into one day, otherwise a bit troublesome to flip thru everyday haha..

Let's see..

16/02/04 - Book in day.. Had bee trouble though.. Lots of honey bees visited our bunk at nite, forcing us to vacate e place n gather at e parade square for e pest busters to do their job.. Starry nite though, everyone was admiring e stars n relaxing..

17/02/04 - No morning pt coz of yesterday's episode resulting in us sleepin late.. Haha this is army welfare for u.. Impromptu baths for ppl who lost to e Z monster during lecture haha..

"anyone make it on V-day?"

"Piezo - electricity induced due to mechanical action.. haha.."

"not urgent dun go, urgent use rubber band.."

18/02/04 - No pt again.. Fats beginning to exert their presence though haha.. Hehe weird dream, collages of images.. U're in it though.. haha.. Swimming lesson again, free bath to all..

"u got a cute face.. next time i shall call u 可爱.."

19/02/04 - Parade square became a battlefield for e bees which they all died valiantly, their attacks against our bunks in vain.. Should hold a grand funeral for them man.. ROD parade for dunno which company, meaning they finished their reservice n al.. to think we're stil at recruit stage.. Quite touching though..

"can hear me, then show me e middle finger.."

"tattoo e meaning of life..no matter e inside or outside.."

Trainers were pissed off after "complain session" with CO though.. Sheesh..

20/02/04 - Days of hell..Or so we tot.. Everyone took extra precaution to do things well.. Haha not enuff time to have lesson so resulted in chatting with PC in bunk plus some impromptu pt.. Got "zhao2 xia1" water parade after tt.. But i guess e whole thing made us too lax le, pissed e Pc off in e end..=(

Nice clouds in e evening though.. Plus this solitary star tt seem to stand out everytime i looked.. 守护星?

Repaid e pt debt today.. Haha training shed living up to its name..

21/02/04 - Think i updated this already haha..

22/02/04 - Live grenade throw was really fun!! Could feel e tremors from as far as a few hundred metres away.. Brought something illegal though, got screwed badly..

23/02/04 - Feeling quite shit.. Thinking of confinement e whole day.. Maybe it's e depres state tt made me think tt army's becoming less meaningful everyday.. 过一天,算一天..

24/02/04 - Haha sang duets with bunkmates while waiting for e rest to finish test.. So fun.. But imagine tt, a room full of guys singing love song to each other.. haha.. another singing session at nite too.. but it's some army song again.. sheesh..

25/02/04 - umpteenth time w/o morning pt le.. no one's complaining though.. 今天的心情特别好..睡眠也特别熟..可能是昨晚的那通电话罢..哈哈..

"我已剪短我的发，剪短了长..eh..短发..haha"

SOC with 4 sandcans on..Really good workout man.. But got screwed by PC again at nite though.. Sigh..

26/02/04 - Use to recite e commando's vision for water parade.. But this sgt wanted us to be more learned i guess, or juz wanted to have fun la.. Wan us all to recite poems.. Here goes today's..

<<怨情>>
美人卷珠帘
深坐蹙蛾眉
但见泪痕湿
不知心恨谁

suppose to be games day today where all will have fun either playing basketball or soccer.. but only 2 balls n 200 plus ppl.. So no soccer for me lor.. sheesh..

Canteen break.. n after tt.. eh.. in e other pieces of paper le haha.. =)

Hehe if this was on a daily basis den wud probably have written more, but i guess this wil have to do for now.. Army training's not as tough as a lot of ppl imagine ya? Well, at least not for now.. Haha..

Till next time i guess.. Tata!!

"定做一个天堂” ---群星..

UpDaTe..

Been a mth or so?

Haha.. Od's so empty.. Not many ppl coming to read anyway.. Muz be feeling neglected ya? Nvm shall let u feel useful once again..

Wat am i saying? Oh well..

Gonna cramp everything into one day, otherwise a bit troublesome to flip thru everyday haha..

Let's see..

16/02/04 - Book in day.. Had bee trouble though.. Lots of honey bees visited our bunk at nite, forcing us to vacate e place n gather at e parade square for e pest busters to do their job.. Starry nite though, everyone was admiring e stars n relaxing..

17/02/04 - No morning pt coz of yesterday's episode resulting in us sleepin late.. Haha this is army welfare for u.. Impromptu baths for ppl who lost to e Z monster during lecture haha..

"anyone make it on V-day?"

"Piezo - electricity induced due to mechanical action.. haha.."

"not urgent dun go, urgent use rubber band.."

18/02/04 - No pt again.. Fats beginning to exert their presence though haha.. Hehe weird dream, collages of images.. U're in it though.. haha.. Swimming lesson again, free bath to all..

"u got a cute face.. next time i shall call u 可爱.."

19/02/04 - Parade square became a battlefield for e bees which they all died valiantly, their attacks against our bunks in vain.. Should hold a grand funeral for them man.. ROD parade for dunno which company, meaning they finished their reservice n al.. to think we're stil at recruit stage.. Quite touching though..

"can hear me, then show me e middle finger.."

"tattoo e meaning of life..no matter e inside or outside.."

Trainers were pissed off after "complain session" with CO though.. Sheesh..

20/02/04 - Days of hell..Or so we tot.. Everyone took extra precaution to do things well.. Haha not enuff time to have lesson so resulted in chatting with PC in bunk plus some impromptu pt.. Got "zhao2 xia1" water parade after tt.. But i guess e whole thing made us too lax le, pissed e Pc off in e end..=(

Nice clouds in e evening though.. Plus this solitary star tt seem to stand out everytime i looked.. 守护星?

Repaid e pt debt today.. Haha training shed living up to its name..

21/02/04 - Think i updated this already haha..

22/02/04 - Live grenade throw was really fun!! Could feel e tremors from as far as a few hundred metres away.. Brought something illegal though, got screwed badly..

23/02/04 - Feeling quite shit.. Thinking of confinement e whole day.. Maybe it's e depres state tt made me think tt army's becoming less meaningful everyday.. 过一天,算一天..

24/02/04 - Haha sang duets with bunkmates while waiting for e rest to finish test.. So fun.. But imagine tt, a room full of guys singing love song to each other.. haha.. another singing session at nite too.. but it's some army song again.. sheesh..

25/02/04 - umpteenth time w/o morning pt le.. no one's complaining though.. 今天的心情特别好..睡眠也特别熟..可能是昨晚的那通电话罢..哈哈..

"我已剪短我的发，剪短了长..eh..短发..haha"

SOC with 4 sandcans on..Really good workout man.. But got screwed by PC again at nite though.. Sigh..

26/02/04 - Use to recite e commando's vision for water parade.. But this sgt wanted us to be more learned i guess, or juz wanted to have fun la.. Wan us all to recite poems.. Here goes today's..

<<怨情>>
美人卷珠帘
深坐蹙蛾眉
但见泪痕湿
不知心恨谁

suppose to be games day today where all will have fun either playing basketball or soccer.. but only 2 balls n 200 plus ppl.. So no soccer for me lor.. sheesh..

Canteen break.. n after tt.. eh.. in e other pieces of paper le haha.. =)

Hehe if this was on a daily basis den wud probably have written more, but i guess this wil have to do for now.. Army training's not as tough as a lot of ppl imagine ya? Well, at least not for now.. Haha..

Till next time i guess.. Tata!!

"定做一个天堂” ---群星..

BoOk OuT..aNd In..

Live hand greneade throw tmr, so gotta book out and in on e same day.. so dumb, burnt off a beautiful sun.. Well at least they returned it last week le.. Oh well..

Let's see.. Slept at home for a while today after coming back ard 830 or so, den went to sch to pass e shoes as well as collect sand.. Track's finally operational le, shall be running on it one of these days.. i hope.. so cushiony haha..

Yr ones were playing at e linkway when i came.. No one took notice, or saw me.. so sad.. haha.. anyway they reminded me of e good old days at e gym, when we play like nobody's business.. Time really flies eh? Beginning to feel old le.. Sheesh..

Suppose to be updating for e last week but no time le.. Guess i'll juz have to do it next week i guess.. Gotta go now, work hard everyone!!!

CaMp..

Woah.. look at how fast time flies..

Will be back in camp on abt, another 8 hrs' time?

Sheesh.. Haven't enjoyed myself enuff outside yet leh.. Sigh..

Met only a few ppl these weekend, guess all e rest of dem are prob busy sleeping at home ya? All shud have booked in le, now left me..

Feel kinda lost.. Lost touch with outside world.. Lost touch with frens.. Brain's now filled with army songs instead.. Haha.. Some of e lyrics quite mean act haha..

Well, at least 2 weeks' gone by in a flash.. left 8 weeks till passing out parade? Haha.. After tt it's another 10 weeks of bct though.. Tt is if i make e cut haha..

To everyone out there, all e best in army ya? Tough time dun last, tough men do..

The more u sweat in peace, the less u bleed in war..

"Johnny" ---eh, army boys? Haha..

ArMy..

舍么都不说，免得他人闲言闲语 ..

哈哈..

Back from camp finally.. After 2 whole weeks.. haha.. Well, at least for 2 days la.. No water parades, no standing on both lates, no rushing ard from point to point, no knock-it-downs for at least 48 hrs ya? haha..

Juz to put e record straight.. Hendon's not exactly hell la.. Well, at least not for now.. Life there's pretty exciting for e first few days act, though it's beginning to turn pretty dull, but trainings still comparable to tt of gym's, if not slightly easier.. Of course, tt's not including e mental stress involved, though i dun really feel it haha..

Army stories galore.. Now i begin to fully comprehend tt.. Hilarious moments splashed all over e place, even when being tekaned.. Haha.. Still remember vividly e first few days, when someone was forced to scold vulgarities when his name was being called, or during one of e night water parades, when e trainer commented, " !@#$% 2 weeks already leh, why are u all still so chubby!!"

Haha..

去年的誓言，终于实现了..

哈哈..

"Tearing up my Heart" ---Nsync..

等...

Back from fren's place.. Haha watched soccer n played this game called "in between" till ard 5 in e morning.. Sheesh lost ard 9 bucks for tt.. Hehe as i put it, 情场得意，赌场失意.. Nvm la, book in le also dun need to use much money.. Juz feel bad to have lost my mum's hard-earned money.. Will strive hard to earn it back in commandos ya? Haha..

Less den 5 hrs b4 i book in le.. Haiya.. Guess this 2 plus yrs gonna be like e countdown years? Juz waiting for my ORD date.. Act as long as life gets more interesting inside den it won't be tt bad la..

Need to know my platoon better first i guess.. Hehe..

回来了..却盼不到天天思念的脸蛋..何时，要等到何时?

等待..原来是那么痛苦的..

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<<爱情证书>>

寂寞当然有一点 你不在我身边 总是特别想念你的脸
距离是一份考卷 测量相爱的誓言 最后会不会实现
我们为爱还在学 学沟通的语言 学着谅解 学着不流泪
等到我们学会飞 飞越黑夜 和考验 日子就要从孤单里毕业
我们用多一点点的辛苦 来交换多一点点的幸福 就算
幸福 还有一段路 等我们学会忍耐和付出
这爱情一定会有张证书 证明 从此 不孤独

BaCk..

不要哭了吗 该哭的人是我吧...

Back..For a while..

A surprise act..So rare tt recruits get to go home after only 3 days in camp..hehe no one's complaining though..for e first time dinner was finished in record time n we "fell in" much earlier than e allocated time hehe..guess everyone can't wait to get home eh?

No hidden meaning behind tt act..Training's pretty slack for now, sort of like an orientation for us newbies, plus all e admin stuff..think once we settled down den e real deal starts..maybe it's not such a good idea to ask how e ppl at tekong are doing haha..coz judging from their exp our few days in camp is already tougher den theirs le..hehe..i'm not complaining though..我是强的!!

本以为可给她一个惊喜..

真是谟事在人，成是在天..

至少还有一通电话..??一通??哈哈..

不知道你现在好不好..一颗渴望见到你的心，深深地想念着你..

好想，好想..让你感到温暖..让你不受伤害..

胸口一震疼痛..好久没这种感觉了..

肋骨..找到了吗?

要用功读书..要勇敢..要坚强..

想哭就到我怀里哭..

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<<想哭就到我怀里哭>>

一个人逃避寂寞 两个人渴望自由
到底该不该奔向你 怀里的温柔
还是就让你失望的走 我没有太多承诺
能让你一夜好梦 担心从今后你心痛
会不知所措 太多的惶恐 又让我们无法承受
想哭就到我怀里哭 喔 就像一切都不会结束
那彼此感觉 不那么孤独 想哭就到我怀里哭
喔 别把未来想的太清楚 那只会让我越来越无助
想哭就到我怀里哭

SaY bYe..

2nd last day out in e society..

At least..till 3 weeks of bmt is over?

*Sobs*

Say bye..

Bye to freedom..to society..to town..to sch..to home..

To my frens, my buddies..My hair, my looks..?? Wat looks?? haha..

Well if training's gona be tough..Bye to my wit n sanity too hehe..

Act it's possible to be out of course for me la..But will prob try to stay in i guess..

Planned to write alot act..But kinda at a lost of words now..hmmm.. indescribable feelings? i guess tt's it..Anyway e gist's been captured..Quality, not quantity ya?

等待? 还需等待吗?

"镇守爱情" ---动力火车..

累了...

"雨一直下..气氛不算融洽.."

那就没球踢了..

guess will be meeting u ppl earlier le den? hehe..

yesterday was e most packed day this mth le.. SAT in e morning, tay's hse in e afternoon, den kbox all e way from 3 to 9?? haha ended with a bit of pool till 11 plus? sheesh.. was pretty shagged already after e karaoke session.. well at least my voice was gone la.. now it's pretty husky hehe.. cool..

getting a bit sick le.. maybe it's coz of e weather.. or maybe it's coz of e ppl ard me.. or maybe it's juz me.. hehe juz hope i'm back to tiptop condition by wed lo.. hmmm..

不告诉你..到底是舍么天大的密秘呢?

哈哈..等待,等待..

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<<广岛之恋>>

(张洪量)你早就该拒绝我 不该放任我的追求
给我渴望的故事 留下丢不掉的名字
(莫文蔚)时间难倒回 空间易破碎
二十四小时的爱情 是我一生难忘的美丽回忆
* (张洪量)越过道德的边境我们走过爱的禁区
享受幸福的错觉 误解了快乐的意义
(莫文蔚)是谁太勇敢 说喜欢离别
只要今天不要明天
眼睁睁看着爱从指缝中溜走 还说再见
(张洪量)不够时间好好来爱你
(莫文蔚)早该停止风流的游戏
(合唱)愿被你拋弃 就算了解而分离
不愿爱的没有答案结局
(张洪量)不够时间好好来恨你
(莫文蔚)终于明白恨人不容易
(合唱)爱恨消失前 用手温暖我的脸
为我证明我曾真心爱过你
(合唱)爱过你 爱过你 爱过你 爱过你 *
Repeat *

ArMy MeN..

Back home..

From one full nite of..eh, "illegal" activities?

Haha..

Tay's spot on abt e army talk thingy.. Really, a large part of e conversation last nite was abt army.. How was it, wat's it like...u get the gist..haha guess tt's juz guys n their army talk..sort of like "men's talk?" a bit diff though hehe..

Prob e last gathering till dunno when le..so sad..hehe but at least we sort of relived e sec4 life again..blackjack, or "ba la" as we so affectionately call it, became my 致命伤..lost ard 10 for tt..got thrashed in winning eleven too, though i couldn't really see la..haha dun care la..at least mahjong was a really exciting affair with all e 扛ing n 咬ing hehe..tt lasted us till ard 7 in e morning where we duly retired for e day haha..

Fun's over..well for now la..SAT's tmr..Didn't really study much for it..Juz hope my luck's good lo hehe..Visiting tay later after tt too..haha rushed, but at least time's well-spent..

hmmm..

specs..i need specs..

time..i need more time..

money..can nvr have enuff of it..

hair..it's time to say "buh-bye"..

haha..

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"Tears in Heaven"

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

直觉;天天想你

<<直觉>>

心 是一个容器 不停的累积 关于你的点点滴滴
虽然我 总是守口如瓶 思念却满溢 溅湿了我眼睛 Wo
因为 我太想念你 所以才害怕 这孤独大的不着边际
若此刻能奔向你 我会毫不迟疑
直觉我们应属于彼此 否则我不会每次无法停止
想你想成了心事 等你等成了坚持 眼中渴望来不及掩饰又如此诚实
直觉我们应属于彼此 否则我不会常常若有所失
白天眨眼瞬间里 夜晚呼吸气息里 都写满了我是多么爱你想你的讯息

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<<天天想你>>

当我停立在窗前
你愈走愈远
我的每一次心跳
你是否听见
当我徘徊在深夜
你在我心田
你的每一句誓言
回荡在耳边
隐隐约约闪动的双眼
藏着你的羞怯 加深我的思念
两颗心的交界
你一定会看见 只要你愿意走向前
天天想你 天天问自己
到什么时候才能告诉你
天天想你 天天守住一颗心
把我最好的爱留给你

其实..

甲: 我不要你的承诺,不要你的永远..只要你真真切切爱我一遍..

乙: 咦? 为何唱起歌来呢?

甲: 都说了..夜已深..还有舍么人..哈哈, 废话连篇..

乙: 原来如此..难怪会精神分裂哈哈..

甲: 知道舍么? 精神分裂,也不一定是坏事哦...

乙: 你和你的歪道理..

甲: 道可道,非常道..名可名,非常名

乙: 不知你在说舍么了啦..我要见周公了..晚安咯..

甲: 了解..哈哈..

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"At The Beginning"

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

闷...

好闷噢...

Ain't doing anything much these days.. Unless u count running errands as sth interesting.. Well at least they past e time la..

Yesterday.. Went NTU to get digicam from cy.. Haha waited for like 2 hrs b4 she woke up n passed it to me.. Maybe going in early does have its pros ya? At least i won't be idling my life away.. Sheesh i need to do sth constructive!!!

Thinking of getting e figurine we saw at orchard e other day.. Minature SoRa!!! Haha.. Prob gonna do it later.. If i can move my butt from e chair..

朋友啊..你们到哪去了???

Gonna go for prob e last training later.. Last training for dem till CNY celebrations finish, last training for me till i come out from camp? *Sobs*

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"Should I Stay"

Had a drive, driven by ur luv, but when u messed around, I lost the drive I found..
Thought u needed, needed someone true, but u changed ur mind, or had I failed u?
Wish u’d been careful with my heart, but u tore it apart, and broke an angel’s heart..
The kiss was true, has to end somehow, but I’m living proof of wad luv is abt..

It’s hard holding u, loving u, losing u, it’s sad to be true, and be fooled by u, I dun noe, I gotta noe, should I stay or should I go?

U played me on, played me lyk a clown, but I feel for u, even though I’m down..
My heart is heavy, heavy lyk a rock, but I am so amused, u’re still in my thoughts..

It’s hard holding u, loving u, losing u, it’s sad to be true, and be fooled by u, I dun noe, I gotta noe, should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh… should I stay? Should I go?

It’s hard holding u, loving u, losing u, it’s sad to be true, and be fooled by u, I dun noe, I wanna noe, should I stay or should I…?

This time its done, it’ll never feel the same, but we had some good times, guess it’s sad just the same..
I guess the truth, doesn’t matter somehow, but u were living proof of wad luv is abt…

倒数..

九天..

哦..

时间..不停地流逝..

婴孩..是睡眠和喂奶..

童年..是游戏及玩闹..

中学..是上课与运动..

初中..是风流跟快活..

进兵之后..时间,将会是舍?

是喜? 是苦? 是哀? 是乐?

看心喽..嘿嘿..

... ...

..等待..

MeLoDiEs Of LiFe..

"Melodies Of Life"

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark,
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart,
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain,
Melodies of life - love's lost refrain.
Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why.
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye.
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold.

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me.
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name.

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond.

So far and away, see the birds as it flies by.
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky.
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings.
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying bird - forever and on.

If I should leave this lonely world behind,
Your voice will still remember our melody.
Now I know we'll carry on.
Melodies of life,
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts, as long as we remember.

泪海

<<泪海>>

爱已不能动 还有什么值得我心痛
想你的天空 下起雨来 没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行咸咸的泪水 是你 哦是你
让我望穿泪水 肝肠寸断 你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海
付出的感情永远 找不回来 你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海
伤心的往事一幕幕就像潮水 将我淹埋 闭上了双眼
还看见和你的缠绵 眼角的泪水 洗不去心中
一遍一遍的誓言

有故事的人

<<有故事的人 >>

走着忍着 醒着想着 看爱情悄悄近了
冷的暖的 甜的苦的 在心里缠绕成河
曲折的心情有人懂 怎么能不感动
几乎忘了昨日的种种 开始又敢做梦
我决定不躲了 你决定不怕了　
我们决定了让爱像绿草原滋长著
天地辽阔相遇多难得
都是有故事的人才听懂心里的歌
我决定不躲了 你决定不怕了　
就算下一秒坎坷这一秒是快乐的
曾经交心就非常值得
我要专注爱你不想别的没有忐忑

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心..好象渐渐找回来了..
实..却不肯罢休,不肯离去..
史..还存有着阴影..
时..也不留人了..

哦..我的天啊..

真想拔光头上的三千烦恼丝..哈哈..

NtU cOm..

Haha..

Life's getting more n more boring these days..

"Kinda sad to see u all leaving for camp.. Leaving juz e few of us goin in in march.."

Told ya life's full of unions n separations?

Haha..

Let's see.. Accompanied candice to see yan dai fu in e afternoon b4 training.. So many ppl tagged along haha, like bringing a bunch of kids to an outing.. He's still e same as always, with e grey shirt n khaki long pants.. Dun really think he remembers me though hehe.. Pity his shop's closed down, now have to do his practice at home.. otherwise think more wud have benefitted from his skills.. Didn't charge us too coz were wearing uniform.. Wat a kind-hearted man..

Training was, well, unprogressive? Think everyone felt kinda, eh, dead? Dun feel like doing anything much, sth like tt.. Stunts were accomplished la, but it's e time wasted tt's worrying.. It's like, do abit, den chat non-stop, den do again.. Juz couldn't feel e enthusiasm le.. Maybe it's juz me la, not giving a tot on whether they're tired or not..

Remember the good old times.. When each group will sweat it all out.. Each member encouraging each other on.. Spotting for other groups when they're done, giving pointers as well..

Guess tt's all in e past le ya? Memories.. To hold on to..

Ntu inter-hall cheerleading com was, pretty done to say e very least.. Though only ard 5 halls had professional help from you-know-who, it was still a show worth watching with all e funny antics n hilarious moments..

Pants split.. Hair ribbons dropped.. Failed tumbles.. Haha e list goes on n on..

Trying to recall e more impressive stunts.. Magnum-coached hall 1 did a 2-2-1 with e 1 being a shredder, den flip down.. hitch cradle with lib on e hitched leg.. Eh can't remember e hall which did e vannesa flip with twist, or e double table top.. Got a "single-ex" too, if u get wat i mean hehe.. Got this shoulder sit with twist dismount haha.. Simple yet nice..

Hmmm hall 5 failed in 2 major stunts, think tt cost dem alot.. But their pair dance's very nice.. E single chair combi was impressive too.. Hehe big improvement from wat we saw initially la.. Good job guys!! There's always next year haha..

"Faint" ---Linkin Park..

1000 WoRdS..

"1000 words"

I know that your hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily
I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
You steal my soul
To hide the pain, when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to part
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Cause a thousand words
Call out through the ages
They'll fly to you
Even though I can't see
I know they are reaching you, suspended on silver wings
Oh a thousand words
A thousand embraces
Will cradel you
Making all of your weary days seem far away
They'll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words (a thousand words)
Have never been spoken (ohh yeah)
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home, (carry you home) and into my arms
Suspended on silver wings (on silver wings!)
And a thousand words (ohh)
Call out through the ages (call through the ages!)
They'll cradel you (ohh yeah)
Make all of the loneliest your lonely days (lonely days)
They'll hold you forever.

Ohhhhhhhhhhh a thousand words

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Life's full of unions n separations.. Whether it's for a short term or forever it's always sth tt'll affect us, well at least a little? haha..

To all those leaving for ns in e days to come, take care n all e best.. Haven't been in touch with some ppl for some time le, guess it'll have to be a few more yrs time b4 we'll finally meet.. To all those whom i've been with e past holidays.. Well.. I'm gonna miss u guys.. Hehe.. Do behave urselves ya? Haha..

Hehe, as expected, only abt half of those who signed up act turned up to try out.. Was a pleasant number already though, everyone had their hands full trying to teach each group e very basics.. Hopefully subsequent trainings will be juz as fun, n tt this batch will be able to continue on e legacy tt we left behind..

Haha too late at night le.. Dun feel like typing much.. Juz one last thing.. E song above's really nice, from Final Fantasy X-2 soundtrack, but not many will be able to listen to it though..

A song tt transcends age.. A song with e power to unify millions.. Hehe..

EyEs On Me..

haha back from jog again.. told ya i'm gonna keep to my promise ya? haha..

surprise surprise.. living room's com's revamped!! now running on windows xp n w/o all e rubbish tt was either d/l or installed.. hehe but it ain't gonna be long la.. sigh e younger gen always get e betta stuffs.. n i ain't gonna enjoy using this com for long le, so might as well make full use of it when i can haha..

think i really amazed myself juz now.. first it was one.. den 2.. den all of a sudden, i was msging 6 ppl at e same time, all abt diff stuffs.. was a pretty funny scene i guess, finish typing on one phone, den while in e midst of sending, picked up another phone n started replying to tt msg.. ain't sth cheap though haha..

so many forbidden things these days.. haha can't mention dem here rite? 3 in all.. 3 outings, forbidden to speak of, well, at least to a certain group of ppl.. haha n diff groups too.. n no surprise tt forbidden things taste great, or so to speak.. hehe..

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"Eyes On Me"

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage,on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw your smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You´d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar.

My last night here for you
Same old songs,just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes,maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh,did you ever know
That I had mine on you?.

Darling,so there your are
With that look on your face
As if you´re never hurt
As if you´re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did your ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling,so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you´re holding back
Or pain if that´s what it is
How can I let you know
I´m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you´re not dreaming.

Darling,so there your are
With that look on your face
As if you´re never hurt
As if you´re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer